Do you see her?
Do you see the girl that once was scared hidden behind a book hiding from the world in between the pages?
Shes diffrent now. she has seen the darkest corners of life and came back a diffrent person.
She has seen pain, she has felt heartbreak , she has been torn between regret and guilt.
She now walks around with a smile but inside she is begging someone to see through it.
She lays in bed,tears pouring down her face because they dont understand. They don't feel this ache inside to be loved. the ache to feel complete or at least accepted.
She loved one.That one meant the world to her but she knew that she would never be enough. She made a once full heart now just an emptiness in her chest.
Why? It runs through her mind everyday. The guilt chases her reminding her she destroyed the one thing she cherished the most..
She can't do it anymore.. She cannot get any sleep at night becasue shes just trapped in the darkness of her own mind. Because the light at the end of the tunnel is no longer there.
She is like the moon without the sun. Engolfed in darkness without her shine.
Do you know what finally pushed her past her point?
Nothing.
Because that light is just dimly lit with a small ray of hope. That miniscule amount of hope is the reason she still gets out of bed everyday.
Cause one thing she has learned in life is that when you get pushed down seven times ,you get up eight no matter how hard.
You can't get that light to ever come back or shine any brighter if you dont fight for it with every breath you have in you..
Now you see her..
(K.K.W)

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Life isn't fair.
PoetryIf you can relate to any of these please know I'm sorry.. Your not alone.