Chapter 4

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At age 14, I learned how to fake a smile. I learned to cry only at night, alone. I learned that no one cares. I learned that I was all alone. I learned what it meant to be hollow. I learned how to starve. I learned that food was my enemy. I learned how to lie. I learned that I was not loved. I learned what it means to want to die. I learned what it means to be alone, to be lonely. I learned that no matter how loud you scream no one will listen. I learned what hate meant.....I hated the reflection in the mirror. I hated the number on the scale. I hated school. I hated home. I hated life. I hated who I was. I hated me...

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