i don't know if i love him or i love the another guy Part 4

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when i talk to troy the another day and we were talk about his feeling for me and i just told only that a little that each time we talk a bit of feelings for him each time we talk and that i just like sometimes when we do talk i want cry at times and that just wonder why we start talk like what the real reason why he reach out to me after three years of not talk and five years of knowing each other and i just want get this feel gone so i try fine a good person to date and maybe that make my feeling stop about when we talk or how once in a blue moon i think about him and that i just need stop and i cant and i know that i just want think about this another guy that i found out that likes me and that he still has talk to me or come around me for the past two or moth or so and that i look at him and when i busy at times i know he looks at me but i try and see if my cusion can tell me his name and that i just need think about how i just try to move on and it like he try to pole me back and i fight with him on that because i wont let him do that and that i just know that i can love someone else more then him and that he want me to be happy but same time he show that he done want me to be happy with another guy so what i just do is just show him on facebook or not tell him at all unless he ask and i just would care and that i would be happy to tell troy about this guy but less he my age i would think they with me for my age and that i just try think about it and that i just don't know what i just try think of a way that would work out for the both of us and that i just want to try and make happen but the guy wont work with me ever time we talk he make it that we are date because he would point out to his friends that i his girlfriend when i not at all and i have been for five to three years now and that i just need to fine some way to make things work and thing seam to work or he done's try to get the hint of what i try to do with him and that he done want even try and make it happen at all so that why i just try and i need to just make friends and see where thing go from there and me another people and that i know this my life and i just know i can do what ever i want and that i know i am ready to date again and i plan to do it i just need to fine a good person that i want date and want to date me to and here at my school hard make that happen so far and that i try that all i can do and i know that but i also know that i not gone give up so that what my problem is so what you guys think i should do about this and that i just think that i can figure things out each time and i just know that i want kick troy in the balls or though a pie in his face to he get the hint about what i try say that we are not togather and that i don't want get back with him at all.

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