Unknown Destination

chapter 6

I wasn't sure how I was about to tell Kalil about this whole situation . It's been three weeks since I found out I was pregnant, when I mentioned it to Shayla she didn't seem surprised but she was excited for me. Deep down all I could think was ,how would I give life to this child I barely have a job and I barely know how to be a mother am I capable of being a mother could I fulfill the task I need to pursue in order to make me and the baby happy? I decided I will still focused on school and act like everything never change I will still do the things I love I won't let me being pregnant stop me from anything I love I will just be careful from now on that all.

Prom night-

"You look great I promise I mean come on look at you "
I looked at myself in the mirror I had in my room I couldn't help but notice how my belly just puffed out now. What if everyone notices just what if.... I couldn't believe I'm doing this right now .
"Are you sure , should I just bail out?" I whined to Shayla who was wearing her blue beautiful dress gosh she looked gorgeous , I can't believe she my friend . I also can't believe she still decided to be with that James kid something about him ugh I just don't like him .she looked at me as she was putting her earrings on. As she was finished she stood straight in front of me "I swear if you say one more thing about bailing this special night for us I won't tolerate it after ."
The door bell rang , me and Shayla look at eachother and finished any needed touches.

When we made it downstairs both Kalil and James we're at the stairwell looking with gleaming eyes as if they saw an angle approach . Maybe that me over exaggerating . I felt dizzy ,the air felt tense Kalil still doesn't know about me being pregnant and I know the truth would ache him dearly especially when I never told him the minute I found out . Why didn't I told him?.

"Hello gorgeous",Kalil says with his fine smirk as he takes my hand and turn me to him and towards my mom who clearly was obsessed with wanting to take my pictures I think she should have been a photographer. When we finally made it to the car or should I say limo . No way how did he, me and Shayla glanced at eachother with awe. But when we got in we noticed other ppl who I clearly don't know that well. It was awkward through out the drive everyone was quiet till someone decided to blast the music and we got turn out of nowhere well everyone but me I kind of was a little turnt but yeah that was it no yelling no drinking no nothing .

We finally made it to the beautiful hotel where we was having our prom at , gosh it was beautiful I just love the whole set and then I noticed many people were dressed beautifully. The whole night was amazing me and Shayla dance well I carefully danced here and there took pictures and ate delicious food. When the song by John legend -All of me came on I knew it from the moment . Kalil took my hand and took me to the danced floor and we danced to the melody and the beat he looked at me with his cute self I noticed our school photographer was taking pictures and she happened to come to us and take three pictures and of course he posed man. He finally gave his gaze back to me while we dance we just stared at each other enjoying the moment of our lifetime. It felt like it was only us in the universe only us at this prom only me and him. " Bae , I just wanted to say you look amazing I mean amazing who knew I will be with someone who looks better then me "
"Ugh , you just had to ruined the moment with that last line" I told him . He gazed into my eyes and leaned closer putting his head on mine , should I tell him should I just say it right here right now . Should I ruined this beautiful moment.

"Bae I gotta tell you something, I said looking down at his shoes be still had his forehead on mine then he pull me closer , I was afraid he will find out at that moment cause of my bump but instead he didn't say anything and gazed passed me. I leaned on his chest still swaying to the music. "Hmm , what is it".

Shayla pov

He looked at me with those eyes the way he smiled at me with that mischievous look of his. Just why did he had to do that just why did I had to do that i mean look at them she loveds him . I loved him since I met him since I new him he was always with her. I mean I know she my best friend I know me and her knew each other first then him , but deep down she stoled him from me if it wasn't for me he wouldn't be in her hands. But what I did was wrong totally wrong I should have never done it Nilah is my best friend and I chose a guy over us . I need to tell her the truth I just have to tell her the truth. But he won't let me