... The plans have change... I so badly wanted to go to Guatemala.... But not anymore... Next year were planning on going... My mom had told me... That one day my grandparents will go back to Guatemala and stay there... Sure I don't get along with them... But its hard... I just heard... That next year... When we go to Guatemala... It might be... The last year we go... If my grandparents find something over there and can fix there house... There staying there... My mom worn me... But I didn't want to believe it... I'm not ready... I don't want them to go... And now... I'm also worried... Of were me and my mom will go... Chiyo... I told you once my dad sends me money... But that's for me... And he has a child to take care of now... My mom has me... Its always been just me and her... She's the only one I have... But... I have to get ready for her leave as well... She said... That I have to get ready because if she does live long enough... She will go back to Guatemala... I'm not ready....
