How hard is surviving

First year in 6th grade

Wow omg this year was going to be rough the person I liked didn't really like me she kind of had this kind personality and of course she's a huge musical nerd. But that's why I like her she's different she's not really a person who wants to be like other people.

I started of with a boyfriend but he kinda cheated on me. There's another god damn  shitty label "wow the horror and side chick of the school"😒 immediately my school year was fucked. Why didn't I stay home I had no fucking body who loved me of course people at my school had first love at first sight and fell in love immediately God my life is so fucking sad.

"So as much as I liked to lie I have no friends" they either hate me after a week or month or they think I talk about death and depression to much which isn't exactly wrong but you know fuck friends right. One of the only people who talk to me is a they named clark their not to sure on their gender so it's going to be known as they because I'm not having this conversation with them anyways, we kinda share a little in common like drawing, depression, suicide, anxiety and the lack of faith in humanity and MEMESss!

Lunch wasn't a scare other then the fact people thought I was fat and wondered why I didn't eat because "all fat people eat a lot "Right I guess sitting there uncomfortable because people are watching you eat is better then crying in the fucking bathroom all day right not really god I hate people.

First page hope you like and didn't find it to sad because I'm to fucking depressed for my own good