How hard is surviving

Here we go

What the hell is love? Okay I get it love is showing feelings towards someone although is that the true meaning of love?love is going on walks having this weird feeling in your stomach,  love is always knowing this person's on your side, love is what you feel when this person shows affection for that person no matter who they are,  no matter there past, no matter if they cry over you,  if a person shows love you might fall in love too but do you ever cry hard over the other person  that love them are you scared of losing them,  are you scared that you'll never see them again,  are you scared that you will never be able to make them laugh,  are you scared you'll lose their touch. Don't you just want them to be happy but with you and no body else.  It's hard to say that your jealous that they love without you it makes you think why do they make your heart hurt so much why did you fall so hard for them why did you forgive them when they broke your heart it makes you cry harder everyday wondering weather you will ever love someone other then them it makes you think how hard you feel when you first saw them and you always wonder why does love make me feel like we where soulmates I loved you so much you went and turned on me making me suffer for what because you had hope of being loved you had hope that you could be yourself around someone that cared and how matter how hard you avoid and cry over them you can never get rid of these terrible feelings that hurt you that person you argue and argue but you'll never get that same love that you had you'll move further and further apart.

Hey I'm was feeling inspired so I kind of went on a rant but hoped you liked it.