The blondes In Love With The Pauls

letting it go

"Why did you say that?" Skye asked me,I made a confused look "you said you arnt bi when you clearly are" i shrugged my shoulders and continued to walk to the car and liv vlogs a bit.

Liv pov

I didn't understand was she not proud I I mean,I didn't expect her to be waving a rainbow around but I just don't get it.

Skyes pov

We got back to the team 10 house and chance came up to me hey do you wanna play truth or dare for jakes video" I nodded

After a couple of gos it was my turn and liv was about to ask me truth or dare.

Skye pov

I had asked her and like usual she picked truth. I knew it would be wrong to put her on the spot but i feel like it somthing everyone should know
"Are you attracted to girls, its a rumer going around so...

Liv pov

My heart started to race i felt my face change colers the i said "no" as quick as I can,chance raised his eyebrows out of everyone i thought chance wouldnt do tjis whatever 'this is ' he was the one to help me when I was a secret i look at the camera i get up and turn it off " can we NOT do this please" jake gets up and comes face to face to me " i don't think we can, its not fair to us to keep this secret" 
I feel tears come my eyes how could he say that dont feel comfortable with MY SECRET I felt so enrage " my secret is tearing me apart and nobody sees nothing" I try to take a deep breath and i see liv get startled "its not fun to be DIFFRENT IT WAS JUST THE BEGINNING OF MY LIFE I WAS GOING TO GET MARRIED TO A GUY AND HAVE KIDS WITH A GUUUYYY now all I do is question my future will it with a girl will i have kids" I fall to the ground and start hyperventilating then everything goes BLACK.

Skyes pov
"Logan i never seen her act like that before "
"What happens when you clearly don't know what to do with the fact that I don't think I can help her she didn't want me" I cut him off "logan she loves ypu" "no she dosnt know what she wants in holding her back from the things that she wants" i sigh "what are you gonna do" he looks at me "i have to let her go,if we love eachother we will come back to eachother" I look over to see skye on the couch sitting up with tears in her eyes she gets up and walks slowly over to logan " that it, were just done" she said quivering and he stayed silent ..... A moment of scilence she nodded and walk up stairs.

Liv pov

I did not cry one tear that whole night I woke happier than ever and I did not want to be but I was I felt confident.