HAPPINESS IN LOVE-THAT'S ALL I EVER WANTED.

NO.PLEASE.NO.

The bright sun rays woke me up .....i looked at my clock. It showed...7:20 . I sat up on my bed and switched on my cell phone as usual to check my mails ..Therewas only one message which was from my....... stepfather.It read-

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               Dear Sara,

                                                                                                                                                                                 

here's a very sad and shocking message for u...... Your mother is no more with us .she was stabbed. I FAILED TO CONTACT U OVER PHONE .i can feel ur sorrow and distress at the loss of your mother..remember....i am always there.I am devastated. both of us need each other,also so many things have to be arranged before the funeral which is being held day after tomorrow. i am....old ..i need some help so....i would like it if you come home and stay for a few days .i would understand if you don't want to come.....you are so busy...don' t be worried for me ...i am alright and take care of yourself....

Yours loving father ,

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            George Radew.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               it took a long time.....to come out of the void... warm tears flowed down my eyes... ...mother is ..dead?!if it were a nightmare... ..i somehow must get out of it .suddenly my phone rang.I picked up my phone and asked"Hello...uh...who is it?" A female voice said "Sara ,do you remember me ? I am your aunt Rose. feeling terribly sad for what has happened. u know we were good and old friends. . tell me if you need any help and don't be worried... " I said ,childishly,'Aunty ...how do you know my mother is ...dead?" She said"It is all over the local news channels.come home to attend her funeral .i am comig too.and be steady... bye..." and the phone went off .I flipped on my t.v., quickly surfed through the regional channels and aunty was right ...there it was.... MRS . DAFFITA RADEW -social-worker- murdered.MURDERER AND MOTIVE OF MURDER- STILL UNKNOWN". So ...it was not a ...dream.I switched off my t.v. and threw away my remote.I did not believe my father...step father, my aunt ,the t.v.or anything that told my mother was dead.I knew it was just a joke everyone was playing on me but .....it was not a joke ....i cried and thought"It is not fair..it is just not fair...!!" I suddenly decided that i will go to my step father's house...not for him but ...for my mother's funeral... i looked up at the ceiling and said loudly "I will go to that house ...not for the person whom i never liked(My step father) but only for you mom ....only for you... i love you very much ... mom." I had difficulty pronouncing mom as there was no mom ....all there is... is her dead body....not she who gave birth to me and who loved me ...very much. I felt confused and angry.I said again "Why did you leave me here?!after dad ,why did you also have to go far away from me forever?! WHY?!!! WHY?!!!Tell me MOM!!" I covered my face with my pillow and my pillow became wet with my ...tears in... a few minutes . It was about 7:45 when i felt a little better.I brushed my teeth ...changed into a dress ... put on my shoes and went outside to the balcony and dialled the number of my best friend ...rosetta.....i required her help at this moment.