life

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Do you ever think that life is hard? I know I do, sometimes thinking of my schedule really stresses me out. I think of things that are coming and dread them. Sometimes thinking of them make me want to disappear. 

On the occasion, I tend to have an existential crisis. It's not really a life value crisis but more of a what is life question. Or maybe a government conspiracy that makes me question the existence of the mind or weather or not we live in a simulation that is controlled by others. Do you experience this? 

My Pinterest isn't working and I'm just like, whyyyyyy. of all things to not work?? I need to look at some green aesthetics and some beautiful looking pictures. I need to fix it.  

Is it weird that i question why people even read some of my stuff? like how do they come across it, is it because of my friends? Or like do people just such for random things to read... I really don't understand. I mean I guess it's a good thing but... 

This is really random but have you ever went back to listen to all of the popular alternative songs from 2001- 2010 and compare it to the music now? I honestly prefer those older songs, they just have more meaning and I think they're more relatable. 

You know? some people are really talented, they are able to convey their feelings so well! Like, the write, draw, speak  with such feeling I mean for me it's hard to do this. I feel like I have little to no talent. Like I try to do it right but it always comes out as like some weird jumble of words.


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