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why did I do this

I was walking down the worst neighborhood in town. I walked up to a house where a guy with a gun was sitting. "What do you want" he asked. "I want PCP" I said. "Aren't you a little young" he said. I replied "I have a hundred dollars if you give me them know." He went into the bag that he was sitting next to and asked me to give him the money. I did and he gave me an orange container filled with tablets. I left and walked home asking myself why I did this? When I got  home my mom asked where I had been. I answered "roaming the streets." I left her and went to the kitchen so I could get a glass of water so I could take my first dose of the PCP. When I took them I felt sick and then I passed out. When I woke up my mom was standing over me and said "you get a beating for sleeping before I told you that you could." I got up, she called Matthew into the room and they both started punching and kicking me until I started bleeding and became black and blue. After they left I toke another dose cause I just wanted my life to end.