paths (completed)

the end

The next day I had school and I felt miserable. I lingered in bed for as long as I could. I actually got up when my brother came and slapped me. I got out of bed sluggishly. I still had to wash the blood off my face because I didn't the night before. When I got on the bus I sat by myself, not talking to anyone. When I got to shool I walked right past Dallas and Luna and went up to the top of the building. When I got to the roof I felt the wind in my face and the breeze was wispering "do it." I got to the end of the building and I felt like I finally had hope. A way away from this world. I finally jumped. I felt like I was free, but also like I was running out of breath. Both feelings were good but then I stopped falling. I wasen't sure if I was dead or alive. I opened my eyes and saw a boy. I wispered "Dallas." Then he said "I'm right here." The princple sent me to see a psychologist aboutwhat I tried to do, but I didn't open up to him. When I got home after I finished with the psycologist all hell broke loose.