Always Second -Part 1

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this is my very first story so please be nice! :) 

and if I don't get any likes or comments I'll get the hint haha

I bet you might think this is one of those teen stories about the girl not getting the guy then in the end getting him.. but it's not.. it's about the girl who.. well keep reading and see. 

I've always like Jackson.. He was nice to me unlike the other guys.. and He was VERY cute, dark hair, deep brown eyes, tan, and tall.. 

He seemed perfect, always catching my eye and making me smile, texting into the night.. He always used smileys :) and winky faces ;)  

He made me feel special I know you're probably thinking he seems great and he seems to like you so whats the problem? 

Well, I've always had this.. I guess you could call it a trusting problem.. 

When I was younger boys always used me to get to my friend Bree, she was skinny, blond, perfect teeth-every Minnesotan boy's dream 

Every time I liked a guy, she would tell me she'd talk to him for me.. and I was thankful that she was brave enough to do it.. 

Later I'd find out she was flirting with him and not saying anything about me like she said she would.. 

Eventually he'd ask HER out and I'd be crushed but had to pretend I was happy for them, or else everyone said I was jealous.. I wasn't jealous.. (You can see how I couldn't trust Bree OR other boys) 

I felt betrayed.. it had happened many times so I finally just didn't tell her about my crushes anymore and startig hanging out with other girls: Ally and Mandy 

These were my true friends, Bree hung around with the girls that other girls thought were annoying-perfect fit huh? 

So with Jackson, I hoped he liked me too (he didn't know Bree) and until the hockey season started we were REALLY close 

The hockey season is where it slipped that I liked Jackson..

Bree instantly added him on facebook and got his number and I knew she liked him even though she said she didn't 

after Jackson met Bree he started to seem like he was bored with our conversations.. 

so one night i was texting a bored Jackson and Bree-she was all perky and i asked her what was up 

she said, "Jackson is hilarious!!"  

I said, "oh you're texting him too?" 

she said "yeah I can't stop! I like love him! we're buds now!" 

okay I thought there was some automatically known rule that said you can't flirt-text your friends crush..? 

that night, Jackson asked me who Bree liked.. 

I cried. I for sure thought he liked me.. but what happened next.. was the worst.

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