You brought something out of me that I didn't even know existed. You ignited the fire that almost destroyed me. You broke me, you broke my heart to the extent where no one could fix it. Not even me. At that time the only way I could think of fixing it was not in my hands. It was three words that had to come out of your mouth, but they never did. Three words that I have been hoping for you to say to me for four years, but you never did. Three simple words that mean so much to me, but you never understood. That's how I thought that we were different, but no I was wrong. We are alike in one way, we keep going back to the people that hurt us the most, like how a tongue probes at a sore tooth. For me it's you, for you it's her. In ways she hurt me too; she stole you right from my grasp, I was holding on so tight near the end. I just simply didn't want to let you go, you were a necessity in my life, I couldn't live without you. But even after I blinked and you were gone, I still couldn't let go, even though you were no where to be seen.
