My head hurts. Your so hard to read, one minute, your staring deeply into my eyes, and I'm staring into yours, capturing every detail of your perfect face, and then other times you don't talk to me for a whole week. Just make up your mind! I don't know what's worse, drowning beneath the waves or dying from thirst. Do you love me or not? Do you even care for me? Do you even notice me anymore? Please just give an answer, because it hurts so much to see you with her, the way you look at her the way you used to look at me. But I keep telling myself "no it's ok, today just wasn't your day" but that's not it! I think I love you, I don't know anymore! I just want to look into your deep ocean eyes one last time, I just want to capture your perfect jaw line, I just want you. I need you. Oh and I just realized why my head is hurting, it's not because of how confused you make me, it's because I'm screaming inside me head. Non stop.
