1460 days with you. 1460 days where memories were made that will never be forgotten. 1460 days I was living a lie. After the first time we talked the exact words that came out of my mouth were "I'm in love with that guy." I had spent 40 minutes with you and I knew that I was in love with you. Isn't that funny, because here I am now, with a broken heart. I should have seen it coming though, all the girls liked you, "all of them are 10 times prettier than me so why would he choose me?" I asked myself, but when you did choose me, I was shocked and immediately filled with butterflies. Even hearing your voice from then on, made my cheeks turn a rose red. I was in love with you, I was so in love that I would do anything for you, even destroy myself, and loose the real me in the process, but I didn't care at the time I was in love and I thought you would never hurt me. Oh boy was I wrong. To this very day, I think about how much better my life would be if I had never met you, but then I think about how horrible it would be too. Some days I wish we had never met, and then others, I wish that I could go back to the very moment we first spoke and tell you that I loved you. You are like a drug to me, I am addicted and can't stop coming back, even though I am absolutely destroying myself in the process.
