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Rui

Today is my birthday it's suppose to be a happy day but it's not feels like it, since all it brings out are dark things. I always lost someone dear to me at this day. I curse it. Why can't it brings happiness? Why it always brings sadness to me?
I don't want to be close with anyone any more since it always make me feels pain when they are gone because I will only brings badluck to them. I didn't care if I will be alone forever as long as they are alive I'm okay with it.