What if Cristine adopted me? [Simply Nailogical Fan Fic]

I Did Something...

*OK THIS CHAPTER IS KINDA CRINGEY IM VERRY SORRY*
•20 dec: ok idk if yall know abt this but kim jonghyun, a kpop star, commited suicide on 18 dec. i just want to let yall know that if any of you have depression, are bipolar and is considering suicide, please talk to a trusted person. i was once through this phase and its not easy :( you are not alone, go seek help if you need it, trust me once you let everything out, it will be easier :)
WARNING: This chapter contains sensitive topics. If you are uncomfortable reading about stuff like suicide and self harm, please skip this chapter, although i recommend reading this so the next chapter makes sense.
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A/N: some parts of this chapter is totally made up, but the general storyline is based on what happened to my friend.

JASMINE'S POV

Fanly and I headed to our classrooms to put our bags down, then proceeded to the hall of flag-raising ceremony (FRC). When in the hall, many students glanced at me in a way which made me uncomfortable. When waiting for them FRC to start, Joelle, Natasha, Cheyenne and Tiffany, who are Joelle's other friends walked past me. They glared at me for a split second and started laughing their heads off like someone just told them a really funny joke. I decided to ignore them but Tiffany, who is a senior at our school said, "Don't you think you are a joke?". After that, she and her friends started laughing again.
I really did not know what to do now. The most popular girls at my school at now standing in front of me and laughing and making fun of me. I didnt really expect much after they left but I was wrong. After FRC in the classroom, when the teacher told me to give out some stuff which Claudia had collected from the General Office this morning, everyone just acted really cold towards me.
Probably most of them saw the photo Joelle posted? I wanted to try to prove to them that Joelle and her friends are a bunch of liars, but it was really hard. Everyone believes that they are angels and Tiffany is also a senior.
For once in my life I felt like a loser. I really want to die now.

VALERIA'S POV

When Jasmine was giving out stuff, i noticed everyone was acting really cold towards her, and the people who sat behind us where gossiping about Joelle's photo. When i caught Jasmine's eye, she looked at me with this really sad look, like pleading someone to end her life. (A/N: im not trying to encourage suicide! something similar has actually happened to my friend at school and all of Jasmine's friends are just me and my friend's pov when this really happened)
I decided to tell Claudia and Airica about Jasmine's sad look.
"I think... she might be suicidal now.." I said quietly to Claudia and Airica.

CLAUDIA'S POV

A flurry of thoughts immediately filled my mind that instance. Yesterday, when i saw the photo Joelle photoshopped, it looked really bad. I understand that Jasmine would want to kill herself or something, but suicide is a serious matter and Jasmine needs help.

JASMINE'S POV

When I was done giving out the stuff to everyone, I sighed and walked back to my seat which is right beside Claudia. I decided to organise the bottom of my desk, since it looks really messy. I picked up a penknife from a pile of worksheets. "How did this get here?" I sais silently. I stared at the penknife for a good minute, before pulling up the sleeve of my hoodie and jamming the blade into my wrist. I made a slit along my wrist area and blood gushed out. I felt a little dizzy looking at the blood from the cut. I let out a tiny tear, just because the cut was stinging at the moment. When I reached out to under my desk to get a packet of tissues to wipe the blood away, Claudia looked over in my direction and saw my wrist which is covered in blood and in my other hand, a penknife with the blade of it covered with blood.
"Jasmine.. did you just.." she said, shocked. Before she could finish her sentence, i shushed her and begged her to not tell anyone i did this, especially Cristine. I didnt want Cristine to worry about me.

CLAUDIA'S POV

When I glanced over to Jasmine's direction to check on her, i noticed that she was holding a penknife with the right hand. When i saw that the blade of her penknife is covered with blood, I quickly glanced at the left wrist and saw a slit with blood coming out from it.
"Jasmine.. did you just.." I said. (I know this repeating of their speech is annoying idk)
She shushed me and begged me not to tell anyone that she cut herself, especially Cristine. She did not want Cristine to worry about her, but I know it is my responsibility to inform Cristine, Valeria and Airica.
I nudged both of them and quietly told them what Jasmine did and we figured out that since Jasmine had CCA today and will not be home until 6pm, we could hopefully go to Jasmine's house and maybe inform Cristine about what happened, if she came home early.

A/N: yes i know this is cringey i am verry sorry omg

•9 dec ; completed
•20 dec ; edited, posting
•25 dec ; hii its almost 2am and im working on the next chapter rn :D i will try to continue when i wake up but i might be able to upload it today if im fast enough :)