My brain is always tortured in a stupid learning center called school. It's not my fault to be born with a slow brain! They just don't know how to make stuDYING more fun. I don't do well in school like all the perfect ones. Why do I exist anyway? Why am I just wasting this precious life when I can just give this life to others. Why did I win the race with my siblings in my moms womb when we we're just sperms? If I just have known better I would never be a fast stupid sperm.
The orphanage said that my biological dad abused and left my mom when I was just in her womb. They said that I was just an excess baggage in my mom's life. In short I was just a mistake. I heard stories of my mom as a surrogate mother. Some said that my mom is a prostitute. Some said that she picked me from a garbage can and that she pitied me so she donated me to a testing lab as a hamster to get money . Whatever, I don't really care what they say because we're the same species in this odd world. I don't know the name of my mom but whatever, she's still the one who made me experience life. I don't really live a life and I don't have a proper one.