Complicated. (Julian Assange x Reader)

SMUT (I GAVE UP)

A/N:BEWARE, SMUT AHEAD!!!

My POV: You quietly whispered into his ear "they're in the bathroom top drawer" he gave you a small nod and lifted you off him and headed towards the bathroom, when he left you quickly scribbled down on a coffee stained piece of paper 'bedroom' and then left and ran up the stairs, into your bedroom. You noticed that the room was a mess, so you picked everything up and threw it  under your bed, then sat down on the bed and waited, you were a bit uneasy, it was your first time but you quickly shook that thought out of your head.

Y/N's POV: 'For God's sake (y/n) you're twenty three and still a virgin? What is wrong with me?' I thought to myself, but at that moment, shirtless Julian returned with a condom in his hand, I could see that he was blushing, I hope that it  doesn't show too much that I've never had sex before...

Julian's POV: I walked into the room and suddenly I became self-conscious about myself, she was much younger than me, all of a sudden, thoughts like  'does she really want this' and 'aren't I too old for her?' Flooded my head. I sat down next to her on the bed and she instantly pinned me down onto the bed and started to kiss me and again, she ended up being on top of me, I could now feel myself getting hard 'this woman' I thought to myself again. She took off her top and shorts, throwing them somewhere on the floor, neither of us caring where they go and leaving her in only her blue underwear, then she started to fidget around with the zipper of my jeans, she couldn't undo them, I saw her getting really red, I helped her out, and she tugged them off gently, which left us both in only our underwear.

My POV: you weren't used to this, hell you've never been in a situation like this. So what did you do? Well, you took your knowledge of smut fan fictions and acted upon it. You began to roll your hips over his crotch, being rougher on the downstroke, his face showed nothing but pleasure. You decided to be daring, you leaned in and let your fingers trace his perfect muscles, kissing his chest up to his neck. He made a noise that sounded like your name but you couldn't hear it. You kissed up to his ear and seductively said "you said something?" He started to go really red, but didn't say a thing "am I doing this to you" you wouldn't have thought that the man you admired, partly for his bravery would be so shy in bed, you started grinding your hips a little harder, which resulted in him tightening his grip around your waist, then, all of a sudden, he shifted around, being brave and making himself on top of you, just like me, can he read your mind? He put his hands onto your breasts, staring at them hungrily, "May I?" He asked, you gave him a small nod, gesturing for him to take it off, and so he did. He did the same thing with your knickers, and by now I should have stopped looking already, bai...

Y/N's POV: I have became pretty self conscious by how, because I was naked and he wasn't. So I tugged at the elastic material of his boxers, in which you could already see a sizable tent. I put my hand over the large bulge and pushed my hand onto it, I could feel it getting harder at my touch, I tried to look him in the eye, but he constantly kept looking away, I decided that I have had enough of messing around, I couldn't take it anymore, I needed him now. I pulled his boxers off with one swift movement and we were both naked,you could see how uncomfortable he felt with this since  he now put the covers over us, I wrapped my hands around his neck and kissed him. Now, Julian was trying rip the foil packaging of the condom, but his hands were all shaky, so I have assisted him with that, I then dived under the cover to put the condom on, when I got there, I realized how big it actually was, when I was done, once again he was on top of me, kissing my breasts...(HOLY SHIT I TRIED TO WRITE SMUT BUT THIS IS JUST TOO CRINGE, I LITERALLY CRINGED SO MUCH, I'M GONNA CONTINUE THE STORY BUT NEVER AGAIN SMUT. NEVER AGAIN!!!!)