Thantophobia pt2

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Go ahead and leave me, I'll be fine.Just don't look into my eyes -JK

Jungkook POV
"Jung-I mean Kookie-ah, please stop confusing me.....I really need to leave." He said. I widen my eyes and hold his arm tightly. "N-NO! You can't leave! Don't leave Kookie! Kookie still loves YOU!".

No. I can't be little. No no no.

Jimin POV
Aish! Stop it Jeon Jungkook! I grab his shoulders and look directly at his eyes. "Kookie you're confusing me right now......First you said you hate me and now you're telling me you love me? Tell me kookie.....Do you really mean that?".

He nodded and hug me, burying his head on my collarbone.
"K-Kookie a-always have love Jiminie....Kookie never did hate you....Kookie miss you very very much! Jiminie leave me all alone a-and Kookie felt lonely.....Kookie's sowwy, please forgive Kookie! Promise Kookie that Jiminie won't leave Kookie again!".

I felt like crying. And I did. I cup both of his cheeks and wipe his tears away.I smile sadly and said "I'm sorry kookie but....I can't promise you that....Forgive me".

He sob and push me away. "T-Then LEAVE! Leave! Just like what you did last time!". He dropped down to his knees and cover his face with hands. Fuck..... I panic. What the hell am I suppose to do?! I was panicking so much that I didn't realize Kookie was hugging my legs.

"I-I'm sorry Jiminie hyung, I really am! I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry-". I cut him off by hugging him tightly. Why are you so complicated sometimes? I shouted for Taehyung but he didn't reply. Shit where are you Tae?

"Y-You called Taehyung?" He said. I stared at him and message his head. "Sorry kookie but Taehyung's the only one that's available....."
He nodded. I felt guilty.Great. Now I'm the bad guy. "Kookie?".

"Yes?" He said. We made eye contact and all I see is desperate in his eyes. Don't do this to me please....
"I'm confused right now, I don't even know if you hate me or love me but...I promise that I'll come back okay? I have a life too Kookie and I can't just take care of you.......I skipped my job just for you"

Jungkook POV
"I have a life too Kookie and I can't just take care of you.......I skipped my job just for you". Right. He did that for me. "B-But when? When will you come back? Will you even come back? You said the same thing before....and you never did" I said.

I can feel him flinch.I'm right aren't I? "I....I'm sorry about that but.....You have Taehyung now and you still love him right? He's still your boyfriend and....You should be happy about it" He said. Why can't you understand that I don't see him that way? I just kept quiet.

"You really don't get it do you?" I said, pushing him away as I stood up to pick up my teddy bear. "You think I hate you? Hah! I never did! I was always there whenever someone breaks your heart.I was always there when you needed company. But where were you when I needed you the most? Nobody knows. You were gone just like that. And you wanna know something?"

I turn around to face him and he gulp.
"W-What?". "I have Thantophobia and do you know what that means?". He shake his head."It means I'm scared to lose someone that I love which in this case....You".

Jimin POV
"It means I'm scared to lose someone that I love which in this case....You". I shake my head, trying to forget about it.But how can I? Now that I know he has Thantophobia, It makes me think that I really am the bad one....

"And here I thought that I would suffer more than him...." I mumbled. I sigh and continued my work. Its been how long? A month? Maybe.... I never really visit him anymore because if I did, I will break my promise with Chanyeol hyung.

I groan and cover my face with both of my hands. "This is so hard oh my god! Why confess now Kookie? Why?". I was still scolding myself that I didn't notice Jin hyung shaking my shoulders. "Oi! Snap out of it Jimin!".

I jump in surprise and hold my heart. "Damn it Jin hyung! Don't do that!" I yelled. I'm so glad nobody is here. It's almost midnight anyway. Jin rolled his eyes and let go of my shoulders.
"Look Jimin, I know your stress with Jk but please stop blaming yourself, I can't stand it anymore"

I pout and said "Sorry Jin hyung it's just that....It is my fault and I wish I could tell you but....It's personal between Kookie and me". Jin smile and pat my head. "It's okay and you should go home now, you can continue your work at home".

I nodded and pack my things. Once I'm done, I wave goodbye to Jin. "Goodbye Jin hyung! I'll see you tomorrow!" "Bye Jimin!"

Jin POV
Once he left, my phone ring.
[ Call ]
Jin:Hello?

Tae:You didn't tell him yet right?

Jin:Nope. YOU wanted to tell him right? I was THIS close to tell him you know?

Tae: Hahaha I'm sorry Jin hyung!

Jin:It's okay

Tae: Well gotta go! Jungkook needs his apple juice

Jin: I thought you always call him kookie?

Tae: Yeah. But he scolded me for calling him that. He wants Jimin to call him kookie now.

Jin: Oh....

Tae: Oh what? I'm not sad okay? You do know that I'm dating Hoseok hyung right?

Jin:I know it's just....Jk really needs Jimin right now....

Tae:*sigh* I know hyung....It's been a month

Jin:Well bye Taehyung

Tae:Bye~

[ End Text ]

I sigh. It is your fault Jimin. That's why I didn't want to tell you how miserable Jungkook was without you....

Note:
Tadaaa! So instead of Jimin being miserable....why not make it the opposite? Jk= Little and has Thantophobia. Jm=Went thru depression because Jk hurt him and clueless as fuck. Haha sorry Jimin.
Also, the secret? You just have to wait since I want it to be sad. (I love angst and happy ending). Well that is all. Hope you enjoy! :)


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