"You're a Targaryen!" Jon shouts in the cave. Mance said we could set out camp in it. "Jon shhhh." "Don't you shhh me!" "Jon if you're too loud they'll hear you and they'll turn me in and I'll be executed." He stops. "I don't believe you." "Jon. Have you ever seen me wet my hair?" "Ye- actually no. Never." I strip down and walk into the water. I dip my head under. He watches closely as the black stain leaves my white hair. I sit up and look at Jon with my pure white hair. He gapes at the sight. I walk to him dripping wet. He removes his gloves not taking his eyes off of me. My body steams as it burns up the water on my skin. He places his hands on my shoulder. I should be cold but I'm burning with passion. He stares deeply into my eyes. He kisses my lips. "Jon." I mumble. "Shhh." "I love you." I say. He holds me close. "I love you more." He kisses me deeply.
Later that night I lay with Jon. "You never answered my question." He says. I sit up. "And what would that be?" "How do they know you? The wildlings." I take a deep breath. "Well, when I was born my mother sent me off fear that something bad was coming. She wanted at least one of us to make it alive. So once I started to grow older it got harder and harder to hide me. So he dyed my hair and snuck me out of the city. One year he decided it be best to take me beyond the wall. I was only 15 when I crossed to the other side. We camped with the wildlings. We didn't stay in one camp for more than a year. I met Tormund when I was 15 and we started to head back to the wall. Tormund was a bit older than me. We both new that we wouldn't make a good couple but I was ready to lose my virginity and so was he. So yes I did have sex with Tormund. But it wasn't love or anything it was purely for the pleasure and they relief of losing our virginity. But we made it back to the wall. I got back inside and I lived in Kings Landing for awhile until I committed a crime against King Joffrey. He was angry enough to send me to be apart of the nights watch as a girl." Jon is at a loss for words. "So you fucked Tormund?" He says. "Don't worry Jon." I dance my fingers across his chest. "It was both of our first time so in all honesty it wasn't that good."
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We all gather with Mance. We discuss the wall. We head out tomorrow.
