Author's note: ok so im sorry i haven't updated this in like a month now i was just busy in school but fyi tour is abt to start and it's really been like althea avoiding joey the whole time so yeh HAHAHAHHA hope u enjoy
Althea pov
I don't really know what to do with my life rn, good thing kenzie's always around. i think im going to have a 1month youtube break:(( i know it may hurt my fans but its not really that entertaining watching a 14 yr old girl's depressing life.
i set up my camera
k: are u sure u wanna do this?
a: kenz, im sure,
k: well that's ur decision, i'll be right here to support you bud
a: thanks kenz
i put on my jolly face and voice on to start the video i don't want my supporters to get negative vibes as a start. since i've not been uploading vlogs in days
what's gucci fam!! its yo girl althea here!! back at it again with anotha video:)) ok so first of all i wanna clear the drama. joey and i are not in good terms rn but i know we can make this friendship work and we have to since we're like going to tour together and for all the jothea stans. i have not been in my jolly self for days but im trying to:)) i don't wanna do this but i have to, y'all don't teally wanna watch my depressing life sooo i wanna have a 1 month youtube and i swear when i come back i'll be happy af again i'll give the people what they want and everything will be back to normal again. so with that being said guys, i guess im not going to see you in a while but will still be active on my social medias so better look out for updates and stuff,tomorrow starts tour better get your tickets now or never im excited to meet you guys and give guys a happy time. that is the video catcha later fam!!
i ended it with a smile on my. rehearsals ended today. i decided to pack clothes already and just edit the video in the bus, it's 4:30 in the afternoon i waiting for the bus to come here at the wdw house btw im was staying here the whole time.
once the bus arrives i got my bags as mark and harvey helped me i said my good byes to the boys i won't be with them for a while
m: ally aren't you bringing this?*holds ups my camera*
a: nope:)) lezgo marky
m: okk?
once i got on the bus i see joey, annie and charles playing mario kart so happy. my heart sunk to see him so happy with annie, but i know it was my lost i gave up on us. i went to my bunk. it was under mark's and beside hayden's, well atleast im surrounded with people i like. i organized all my stuff and went up to the couch where loren,luna and ariel is sitting on , right beside where joey,annie and charles is sitting, when i entered that specific area i said nothing and just sat quietly, i can tell joey was looking at me and he slightly distanced himself from annie,
lb: ally!! so are u excited for tour
a: ofc i am especially you guys are here
ba: awww!! that's so sweet
l: don't worry bbyg i gotchu when u need me
a: thanks guys
i decided to grab a drink and edit
i got my drink from the fridge once i turned around i saw joey.
i tried to avoid eye contact and and escape from him but he held me back
j: ally, i understand that you need space but this isn't going to work, seems like u really don't want 'us' to work, i get it and i understand
a: joey no-
j: althea, it's ok i moved on,
i start to tear up but i sucked it up
j: let's just be friends
a: ok
i once again put on my fake smile and moved along i went inside my bunk and started to cry myself to sleep . i woke up and checked the time it's 3:28 in the morning and decided to just delete the video i filmed earlier and just announce it on my insta
when i got to my insta i saw joey posted a picture with annie. with the caption "tour with this lovely gal💕" i started to tear up i guess they're ok again:(( i also got lots of mentions in the comments. there were comments like
wait what about @altheaclarisse ??
WAIT NOOOO!! BACK OFF MY SHIP ANNIE
go off annie will ya jothea stans
wait annie what abt hayden?
JONNIEEE💕
get yo man althea
but then i saw annie's comment,
annieleblanc: mine💕
then joey replied
joeybirlem: yours💖
i started to cry quietly trying my best not to wake everyone up
finally i posted on my insta with the caption
"hey bbygs!! im sorry i haven't posted in awhile but im here to update you i that im physically and mentally fine, i've been going to tough times, im sorry that i got you guys worried,but i am to announce something and that is abt me having a yt break:)) i know you guys really don't want to watch my depressing life so i decided not to upload videos while im in this condition, yeh i know it saddens you but it's for the best:)) i will still be updating u guys with what's going on with my life iloveyou guys so much!! thanks for the support catcha later!!
with that being said i decided to suck up my tears, be a confident and independent girl and face this strong. i fixed myself and went outside my bunk to see the head producer just fixing some papers, i came up to him
a: hey uhm can i please ask for a request?
producer: ofc hun,
a: uhm yeh so the jothea ship is so over and uhm i kinda want to cancel my performance with joey. i think its kinda weird if he performs with me while he has a gf
pro: wait he does?
a: yah its all over social media, he's with annie,
pro: this is bad. but anyways i'll fix everything up and i'll announce the final performances tomorrow
a: thanks
pro: anything, you should go back to sleep
a: i will haha
i went inside my bunk and uploaded this picture with a caption "decided to be a strong girl now💖 love y'all"
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once i put it up it got lots of love i scrolled through comments
user8463: yaaas tell 'em queen😍 user1679: are u and joey alright? user6498: im happy that you're happy!! keep slayin queen kyleecharri: always here for you bud💕🤞 altheaclarisse: aww!! thanks bud @kyleecharri 💕🤞 kytheabby: yaaaas💕👆👆 beasartorius: dm me bbyg altheaclarisse: dm sent babe😝 @beasartorius hotbirlem: what happened to my ship?! kytheashippers: @hotbirlem it sank user101: lol HAHAHHA👆 altheaisqueen: lmaofaoafaoafaoaoaoaoa😂😂 altheaclarisse: lol HAHAHA
i laughed so hard at that comment and replied to more. after that i went to sleep again.
