As I got upstairs there were three rooms Rayan pointed towards the room in the middle indicating that's my room,I started to take slow steps towards my room as tears threatening to spill out of their residency,I was so happy.If I did not know its our house I would have thought it belongs to some rich people but now when im here I could not believe its are house legally!
I opened the door to my room,and I was left gawking I was in so much shock that I could not move now. That is actually a dream and I don't want to wake up,I did not want to move because I thought if I moved I may wake up and I don't want it to end.If its just a dream I wanted to live in it,I don't want to wake up on a floor when I just dreamt about something that's in front of me.
"goldy go in honey," Rayan put his arm around my shoulders his own eyes tearing up.
"promise me its not a dream,and if it is I dont wanna wake up!" a sob escaped my lips.
"I promise you its not a dream." Rayan said giving me a smile.
My rooms was something any girl would have dream of.it was a themed room everything inside of it was of my favourite color,everything from bed to carpet to walls were of voilet in color,in front of my bed was a voilet color table and under it was furry white rug, if I did not have a bed right there I would have not mind sleeping on that rug it was just more than enough.On the voilet colored walls there was some picture of our family and some of my solo childhood pictures.there was a window on one of my room wall from where I can see our backyard.
"so goldy wanna see my room?umm...mine,yours and feona's room is here upstair and mum dad can have the lower portion all by themselves who knows they want to give us another sibling".he said as he scratched back of his neck and burst out laughing at siblings part.
"you idiot! shut up". I put a hand over my mouth and started to giggle it's so stupid of him to say that not that i'm denying how hilarious it was.
I entered his room which was themed in black color
it was same as mine except the color difference,but it was really intimidating to be honest,if I wasn't his sister I would have thought it's some bad boy's room but as for now I know my brother is far,really far,from word bad I know he can't hurt a fly for matter of fact.
After looking at Rayan's room we went to feona's it was so cute to look at, there was a baby cot which was half white and half pink there were tons of toys when I say tons I mean "TONS" of toys! specifically there were teddy bears of almost all the types and sizes.The walls of this room was pink.
"hey Rayan! did you win a lottery or what huh?".I asked him while looking around.
"oh come on I've been saving money since forever I just wanted to get best instead of good for you guys". he gave me tight bear hug.I love him so much,he's the best brother alive on this planet.
my parents room and other two room weren't themed but they were beautified just to my parents liking and I was sure of it.
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life is unpredictable at one moment you're hands are all empty and right when you start getting use to it you find out you've got so much that it's seeping out of you're hand.
we were in so much pain,there were so many restriction too many limitations.For everything I went for,keep on going out of reach and as I started to convince myself that we only could and would have what we have,no extras,no pluses just a full stop,but then out of blue this happened,this house happened and it's scaring me more than the happiness. i'm dreading what if it will not last long even though i'm now certain it isn't a dream but what if it'll be just a smoke that will blew away.
"baby girl, come on have some dinner we are waiting for you on the table". my mum said giving me a smile that I never saw on her face before.I nodded telling her i'll be there.I didn't realised it's been hours I was sitting on a chair in my room looking out of the window into nothingness,until mom
came.
I stood up from the chair and started walking downstairs to eat dinner.I was taken by surprise,there were lots of dishes on the table,(see that is what I was talking about having nothing and then having everything),there were three dishes in total,I took off the lid one by one of each bowl we had some soup in one and a pasta in other and the last one had bacon rolls filled with cheese.I can tell where the credit should be thrown.I smiled at mom.In my 17 years of life only once I had pasta and cheesy bacon rolls made by mum.obviously we had soup every once in a while.
"mum are you already throwing money away,like this".I pointed towards the dishes.
"honey,i'm not throwing money away I made these dishes out of some stuff in kitchen cabinet".my mum told me and looked at Rayan who was smiling proudly.
"goldy shouldn't you be happy?I was imagining you jumping and all over the food?whats with the mood?". my dad asked.
" nothing dad I just want to be careful for what I have I don't want to loose it". I said and my dad smiled at me.
"look dear,you don't loose or get something as per you're will it's something already written in you're fate,you can just try to save it but you cannot do much about it, if something's in your fate you'll have it and it can go away as easily as it came.So I would just say to relax and go with the flow you just got these,cherish is as long as you can instead of freaking out over that will just sadden you more.okay?" he said putting his hand over mine and giving it a light squeeze and started eating his dinner.
I thought for a minute and I realise he is right i'm upsetting myself over something I shouldn't be.
I should live in a moment even I should be gathering as much happiness as I could.I don't know what's wrong with me.
"yeah dad i'm sorry you are right".my dad gave me his pretty smile.
After that I ate like a dog maybe because I was having all of this after a long time but also because I considered what dad said and everything in front of me brought me nothing but happiness,I mean I have a loving family,good food,money and what else do I want. right?
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You're boy Rayan in the picture...❤️
I KNOW CHAPTERS ARE QUITE SHORT BUT ITS MY FIRST BOOK SO I'M SURE I'LL GET BETTER WITH THE TIME.
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