PLS# 1 Fallen Moon

25. Broken Aadhira

EXTRA LONG CHAPTER ..HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY IT.

Karthick's pov:

I continued to kiss her madly.
She started to open the buttons of the shirt as we reached the bed.

I could taste alcohol in her every kiss.
I should not do this. She is drunk. I should not take advantage of her drunk stata.
Said my brain.

"Aadhira we should stop here!"
I said inbetween the kisses.

She suddenly stopped kissing and gave me a sad look.

"You don't love me enough..Karthick"
She said in a baby cry tone.

I chuckled.
"I love you way too much..not to do this Nila."
I said and kissed her mouth lips last time.

"So let's stop it here.."
I said and got up from the bed and buttoned up my shirt.

I moved to get my coat which was lying on the floor.
She got my hand suddenly.

"At least stay with me!"
She said in a sad tone.

"Aadhira I am sure you are the death of me!"
I murmured and sat near her.

She layed her head in my lap suddenly.
Automatically I started to run my hand over her hair.

"I missed you so.. much Kar..thick. I was a total wreak not seeing you not being able to speak with me was enough to kill me every single day Karthick. I started to get easily frustrated in small things. I could not gain my attention in one activity conyinously for 10 minutes. I fell restless all the time. I didn't eat well and sleep..that was another joke. I didn't even look after siddu well.."
She said and sobbed.

My already broken heart started to break further into minute particles.
It was killing me to see her in this condition.

"You know what the whole society believe that I am a very strong woman.. fierce lady who is fighting against food safety issues and saving people haha.. I only know how much I am broken inside. I only know how much I soak my pillow with tears every day. I am not that strong. I am just a simple girl made a mistake of falling in love with you and noe crying over buckets..."
She said and sighed in my lap.

"Aadhira please don't cry ..."
I felt so bad at this point.

"And all these problems, confusion in my life started from you Karthick. You are the reason for everything. You are the reason I am feeling like a mental case.. you are the reason I feel so dead living everyday. What more do you want from me Karthick? Even today I am ready to sleep with you in a flick moment what is this love made me? It makes feel so stupid."
She lifted her head from my lap and saw me with tears.

"Aadhira.."
I tried to hug her.

"Don't touch me Karthick.. your touch burns me"
She got up from the bed and pushed the flower vase placed over the side table.

"This ..this unbelievable attraction paved way for trouble between us Karthick. God why I am feeling like this starting from that day in trial room.. till now we have this irresistible attraction between us..f*** this Karthick. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to be this stupid girl anymore..leave me Karthick."
She burst angrily.

"Aadhira.."
I tried to console her.

"You don't have to give any explanation Karthick. Just go away don't stand before my face."
She said.

The door bell rang and went to open the door. There stood a hotel staff.
"Sir I am sorry to disturb but a visitor named Kayalvizli has requested for your presence in the party hall.."
She said and smiled.
Shit I totally forgot!