-Strength To Keep Going- BTS fanfiction

-Debuting-

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Random thoughts linger around my mind for the couple of seconds. I'm currently sitting on the floor waiting for the others to come then as if at cue they went in.

I quickly stand up

"Unnies" I looked at them they were all dressed up for some reason. Wait are they going on a shooting? And why are their faces look stoic right now.
"Unnies what's wrong? And why are you all dressed up?"

"Isn't it obvious"said the eldest while giving me no emotion at all.

"Were heading for a shooting" said the second oldest.

"For what? And without me?" I feel left out all of a sudden.

"Of course without you" the second youngest said

"Huh? What are you saying?" Gosh this is frustrating!

"It means YG decided that you will not be debuting with us" the youngest said

"You must be kidding right?" I said hoping that our manager will come in with some party poppers and say this is all a prank and I'll still be debuting with them.

"Tsk...beleive it Eros its decided already" the eldest said

" You - Won't - Be - Debuting - With - Us " the seconed eldest said making sure that every single word will be rubbed on my face.

Tears started to form in my eyes.

"W-why?..." I sniffed and then continued "why are you doing this to me? Its unfair"

"Tsk...suck it up Eros you know its bound to happen" said the second youngest

"Every group that you were assigned to turns you down after sometime right" said the youngest showing no pity on me.

"You'll just be a destraction to people we won't get our moment on the spotlight when your with us" said the eldest . Tears started to fall one drop two drops three four.

"Your just a show off , you'll just own the spotlight so that you'll gain more popularity than us you greedy biatch" said the second oldest making me flinch this is isn't my team at all... their totally different persons...

"We better be going" said the second youngest while facing the door." We'll be late on our shooting without you " they started to walk out ,  when their no where insight I broke down to the floor crying.

Why did they do this to me...

What did I ever do to them to deserve this...

They all are heartless YG is heartless

Leaving a member behind for just a stupid reason of "I might take the spotlight myself"

I know YG offered me to become a solo artist but I refused because its to much work and I'll be all alone facing the hardships of a solo artist.

I guess its better if I just do so but I'm far too late...if I just choose to be a solo I should be able to debut this year but right now they'll refuse because the others will be debuting this year.

Yes I sacrified solo fame for a group fame and the honor to be an independent idol just to be able to debut with them as a group but I guess it just backfired at me.

Look at me now I'm nothing now this sucks...

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