My heart is racing so fast. No, this is not happening.
"Mom, what is this paper all about?" I asked, trying to get rid of the lump forming in my throat.
I handed her the paper and her face fell.
"It's your hyung. Your Chanyeol hyung..." she said, as her voice broke and started crying.
I couldn't hold it any longer so I let the tears race down through my cheeks.
It was really painful. My heart have this aching feeling to my heart. It's stinging through my whole system. This epiphany is just too much.
I never know that I can be attached to him that much that I'm now grieving for him.
"Mom..." I struggled talking since I was still sobbing, "please tell me how this happened. Please..."
She sniffed and let our a small sob before calming herself.
"It was afternoon when he called me, informing me that he will be joining a band practice. I know he really likes playing but I asked him if he can pass that time because I want to have dinner with him. I also planned to tell him about adopting a child, which happened to be you. But he got mad and dropped the phone. I sent him a message details about the dinner but he didn't respond after that.
At 18:00, I went to the restaurant where we're suppose to eat. I waited. I also tried to call him but his phone was said to be unattended. After my 20th call, I felt nervous. I don't know but I just felt my heart thumping hard. So I decided to leave the resto and look for him at his friends' house."
I know I was being selfish at this time but I just really want to know what happened to Chanyeol hyung. It was unacceptable and all of this was hard to accept at the moment.
"I first went to his bestfriend, Sehun, but he said that he went home early and was not able to catch up with Yeol. I asked his other friends but there was no sign of him.
Not until I received a call, they asked if I was Chanyeol's parent, and said that Chanyeol was confined at the hospital. I rushed to the hospital, knowing that he got into an accident. And he was..." she again started to sob, so I hugged her and cried with her.
"That's enough, Mom. You've been hurt a lot." I said through raspy voice.
As I glanced at the door, I saw Chanyeol hyung. And a tear escaped from his eye.
