Fooling In Love(bxb)

(chapter1)

I didn't really choose to be gay or be a homo.
I'm a man, I like boobs and butt! I marked in my mind
but, a fuckboy catch my eyes in our school.

He's name is Roger Fernandez,( even his name is so cool.)

I admired him everyday, I even masturbate by looking at his pictures.

Yeah, that's right. I became a weirdo because of that asshole.

(Ahh... I wish we become lovers someday.)

Even If I want to confess my feelings for him, I don't have a chance to stand beside him because of the bitches in our school. Of course his popular to woman and man as well. With that celebrity look even my dad will fall in love in him.

Brown eyes, silky black hair and his muscle that was what I really admired about him.
But compared to me who is skinny , dry hair that wasn't washed for a year and my ugly brown eyes.
I'm Sam Taylo btw.

How? Can I talk to him...

I want his attention...

I love him...

But how? I always question myself

But watching him from a far is enough

I don't want to ruin his image...