(THE LAST FUCKING CHAPTER. ENJOY BABIES. LOVE YOU ALL.)
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@loganpaul: Look at how happy we were. How in love we were. How we wouldn't let anything or anyone come between us. I know, I cheated on you with Amanda. Yes, it was wrong but I don't know what happened that night. We were at a club, having a great time as FRIENDS. I went to the bathroom and came back to our table. I took a sip of my drink and I looked over at Amanda, she had a grin on her face. I don't remember anything after that. I woke up in my hotel room with Amanda next to me. I freaked out. I didn't know if anything happened between us. She woke up and told me everything I didn't want to hear or believe. Alissa you have to believe me when I tell you that I had no intention on cheating on you ever in our year of dating. I told you from the start that Amanda was crazy, you knew it for yourself. And of course when we're dating, HAPPY, and in LOVE. I go and cheat with her. It's a big fucking coincidence. Please Alissa babe, hear me out. Leave that douche. Let's go back to how things were. 💛
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@alissaqueen: HOLY SHIT 😱
@babealissa: HE JUST CLAIMED THAT AMANDA DRUGGED HIM
@amandacerny: YOU'RE A FUCKING LIAR. YOU'RE A SHITTY HUMAN BEING AND I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL. THIS CAN RUIN MY LIFE AND EVERYTHING I'VE BUILT. TAKE THIS DOWN AND APOLOGIZE FOR BEING A LIAR😡😡😡
@loganpaul: First of all, I'm not lying. You @amandacerny are a crazy psychopathic bitch. You purposely ruined my relationship with Alissa, you DRUGGED me, and took advantage of me. I won't take this down.
DMS between @alissaviolet & @loganpaul
@alissaviolet: You have some fucking nerve. You think by making this post, calling my boyfriend a DOUCHEBAG, and commenting and liking my post that I'll just magically fall in love with you?
@loganpaul: I wanted you to know the truth. Isn't that worth the world?
@alissaviolet: NO. It' not. How do I know that you're telling the truth.
@loganpaul: You know that I NEVER lie to you. I love you Alissa. Amanda drugged me. It took me a while to realize what happened because I was so in shock.
@alissaviolet: IT TOOK YOU A WHILE? I went away for 11 fucking months. I went to fucking BRAZIL. Got my shit together, moved on, regained trust in people, learned to love myself, learned to love others. I was finally happy again and you thought that this was the perfect time to finally tell me this. AND OVER THE INTERNET. @alissaviolet: You should've came to me face to face to tell me this. You brought it to me like a child. It was immature and now you've ruined someone's life for a girl you can't get.
@loganpaul: Alissa, I'm sorry. @loganpaul: Please, text me back. @loganpaul: Alissa I swear to god I will come to your house if you don't text me back. @loganpaul: I'll be over in 5.
ALISSA'S P.O.V
"I don't know what to fucking do. I'm freaking out. He posted this on the internet. Everyone in the world can see this." I said pacing back and fourth in my living room
"Breathe. I'm going to call his manager and talk to him. Then, I'm going to contact Instagram and see if we can get this removed. I'm also going to get in touch with Amanda and see how she's holding up. Alissa, I need you to breathe. Maybe drink some tea and watch a movie okay darling." My manager said as I sat down on the couch
"What would I do without you?" I asked and she chuckled
"Nothing. Now, calm down. I've got to go and try to calm the internet down. I'll keep you updated." She said and I let out a breathe I didn't know I was holding
There was a knock at the door and I figured it was the pizza I ordered before this shit went down.
"Okay. My pizza's here so I'll talk to you soon." I said as she said goodbye
As I hung up, there was another knock at the door. I placed my phone on the table as I yelled "coming!" I reached for my wallet before opening the door. As I was going to ask how much it was, I looked up to see Logan.
"Wha-what are you doing here?" I asked almost dropping my wallet
"I came to talk to you. Face to face." He said
"It's a little late for that." I said putting my wallet down and attempting to shut the door
He stops me before pushing it open slowly.
"Alissa please, give me two minutes."
I thought for a moment. He broke my heart, he tried to ruin my relationship and so much more. He doesn't deserve anymore of my time.
"Fine. Two minutes." I said opening the door
He walked in and I shut the door behind him.
"I'm sorry Alissa. For everything. For breaking you're heart, you're trust, everything. I'm sorry for handling this like a child."
"For lying.." I mumbled
"I'm not lying."
"YOU'RE THE BEST FUCKING LIAR I KNOW! YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME, YOU SAID AMANDA WOULD NEVER COME BETWEEN US, YOU SAID YOU WOULD NEVER HURT ME! YOU JUST KEPT LYING, AND LYING, AND LYING!" I yelled hitting him
"ALISSA, I LOVE YOU! I ALWAYS HAVE AND I ALWAYS WILL! NOTHING ABOUT THAT WILL EVER BE A LIE!" He yelled back at me
Before I could say anything, yell at him some more, make him feel how much he hurt me, his body was close to mine. His lips softly touched mine. I didn't shove him off, tell him to get the hell out of my house, and never contact me again. Instead, I kissed him back. And for a second, I didn't regret it. Until I heard a broken voice.
"Alissa..."
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