The unknown stalker

fail

Derek
Derek's Notebook:

I left her a note, her locker is just across my second period class so it's the perfect opportunity.

I wrote like thousands of notes to give her, but none were good. She needs the best, and i know i can give it to her. Its just a matter of time for her to realize it.

She dyed her hair silver last sumer, it looks so good with her skin tone. I was considering complimenting her but never had the chance, she's always with somebody. Anyway back to the note, i wait for her to read it. She giggled at first but then this look on her face made me regret ever doing this shit. Why does she look so scared? She shouldn't be, i won't actually hurt her i just need Tod to back off so i can make my move.

I walked to class pissed, this should of worked and my luck i accidentally bump into her and all my sketches made of her are on the ground for her and everyone to see. She picks some up but i take them quickly and leave before she gets the chance to say something about them.

Government class stinks, i know all this shit already. Just give me my diploma so i can get out of this place.

I wonder if i should write her another note to apologies, but if i do she'll keep talking to that low life. I actually know her, all her little dislikes and likes. Her favorite songs and hobbies.
I wonder if i can get into the clubs she's at to maybe talk to her?

Im im in lunch now Ashley and her stuck up ex boyfriend keep making a porn scene with their eyes in the middle of the cafeteria. Very repulsive honestly.
I catch Lucia look at me and then write on her little note she always carries around. I noticed she started doing that 2 years ago, losing it everywhere at first. You could catch her running around asking if someone saw it. I really liked that, it made her look cute and goofy.

I started falling in love with her last summer, we worked in a coffee shop and had the same shifts so i started noticing more and more how perfect she is for me. We're soulmates, fate brought us together. She just hasn't noticed or realized it yet.
Anyway i lost contact with her when my mom made me quit the job, i started losing sleep hours and she got mad over it.

So eventually i made social media just to follow her and see what she does, not in a creepy way Im not like that.
I would tried "bumping" into her whenever she would post a location she was at the time and go to see her have fun, or see what kinds of things she was interested in. Maybe we liked the same things, which was true most of the time.

For example she likes parks, swing sets for that matter. Sometimes she would go to the park lake near the end of the town and seat there throwing rocks at the lake to see how far she could throw them. Most of the time she would play a song and rock her self to the beat, with her long silver hair floating.
That's when i would remember how much i loved her, you know? Cause this is love, i know it.

The bell rings and I'm reminded where i am, hell. Lunch is over so i have to get back to misery.
I'll write down her expression when i give her the next note with my phone number.