Look, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for bothering you.
I'm sorry for all the texts I send you.
I'm sorry for IMing you the second you get online.
I'm sorry I keep asking if you're free to hang out.
I'm sorry I ask random questions.
I'm sorry that I ask about your life.
I'm sorry that I'm a bother to you.
I'm sorry that I always recite all those silly friendship quotes.
But here's the truth.
I'm not sorry for any of those things; I only did it because you're my friend.
I'm really sorry you don't realize how much our friendship means to me.
I'm sorry that I have a deep worry that this friendship won't last much longer.
I'm sorry I wanted to talk to you.
I'm sorry I wanted to get your opinions and advice on things.
I'm sorry I wanted to hang out with you. I just thought that's what friends did.
I'm sorry I wanted to spend time with you.
I'm sorry I was willing to do anything to get your attention. I didn't know being friends was too much to ask from you.
I'm sorry that I'm now left with only memories of what used to be.
I'm sorry I miss you.
I'm sorry to have loved you.
I'm sorry to have thought you did too.
Please do me one favor, when you see the tears gently falling down my cheeks, don't try to comfort me.
I don't need a reminder of how I could always tell you everything, how you'd sit by me and just hold me while I cried.
So please, if this is over, then let's just say our goodbyes and walk away and not look back, because I can't believe that a friendship I once held so dear to my heart is now fading to nothing.
Now that's really what I'm sorry for.
