Loving My Revenge

It's dark. I'm alone.

No. Not alone. But I feel so alone.

I'm carrying Anica my 3months old little sister, while Asha my 4years old little sister is hugging my back crying.

Then I realized Axel my 7 years old brother is missing.

I immediately carry Asha and run to find Axel. I don't know where to find him. The only thing I need to do is to run and find him. This road is taking me to nowhere.

I can now see Axel. Then I realized Asha and Anica is with him. Staring blankly. I half run half jog towards them but I think they are getting far. I run, yet still I can't go near them.

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Nagising nalang ako na habol ang hininga. Palagi ko parin yun napapanaginipan. I was 10 years old that time. Too young.

Biglang may pumasok. Si Karen at si Joy. Dormates ko. I want them to be my bestfriends. They want me to be their bestfriend. They are kind. They are always there for me. But we can't be friends. They don't know anything about me and that's good. I need to maintain my coldness towards them.

As far as I want. I want to have a normal life. Girlfriends, kasama ko mea kapatid ko, gala, lovelife. Mga karaniwang ginagawa ng isang sixteen years old.

Sixteen pa ako Pero nasa first year college na ako. Studying Law. Ayokong mag Law. Pero kaylangan. Para sa PLANO ko.

Ayoko malayo at kasuklaman ng mga kapatid ko pero kaylangan para sa PLANO ko.

I AM Andrea Cruz.

Maybe not my real name. Just call me with that

'Cause..

Everything I did.

Everything I do.

Everything I will do.

Ay para sa PLANO ko.

For my REVENGE.