The Decision

Chapter 21

*Emily's POV*

"Emily I am just going to go and you can sort out whatever with mick he is very lucky to have you" spencer said

"No wait... I will tell you what happened between us but it is a long story" "You don't have to Emily"

"I know but I want to"

"Okay then so what happened"

I know I had to tell him but I know it is going to be awkward afterwards and I hate that. But I don't want to loose him, over a stupid mistake that I made ages ago. {1 hour later}

After the long explanation of telling spencer what happened he hadn't said a word, he haven't even coughed or moved. "Spencer say something please" i said softly

"I-I-I I don't understand" he said

"It was a big mistake"

"Look em we were not together it's nothing to do with me, you can do whatever you want" spencer said

"Yeah if guess your right I just" I said

"I am just surprised that's all" spencer said

I still felt like spencer was mad and now things were getting awkward could this get any worse?

"Right I - I better go" spencer said

"Oh okay look are we okay I hate arguments"

"Yes em were fine I'm just surprised that's all I would never ever think that is what you were going to tell me"

"Okay well I'm glad things aren't awkward because before I was going to tell you that is what I was scared off, your the first person I have told about what happened"

"Wait you haven't even told jj or Garcia"? Spencer asked

"No I didn't want them to judge or hate me"

"Em why would they hate you"

"I don't know I guess I just over thinker it"

"Okay well I have to go, to process what you told me"

"Umm yeah here's your coat"

"Thank you"

He leaned towards me to give me a kiss but we was interrupted by the door bell.

I walked to the door and opened it to let spencer out, as I opened the door...

"Oh hey em" mick said

Yes things just got a whole lot worse.