Dolan Twins Imagines and Preferences

i love you {e}

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ethan sobbed, holding your limp body in his arms, both of you were soaked in blood. mostly just your blood.

"no, no no no no no no no, come on babygirl come back to me." ethan sobbed harder, holding you closer.

"come on please, y/n please, i can't live without you i need you here with me." he begged and pleaded. you could hear him but you couldn't move.

"i love you so much y/n, so much, please don't leave me." ethan was bleeding too, he didn't care, he had a slash on his forehead, blood was seeping into his eyes and down his face, he wiped it away with his sleeve then went back to holding you.

"y/n... please babygirl..." he cried. "i need you to stay with me..." he hiccuped.

he held you so closely, not caring that he was getting your blood all over him.

the paramedics came to take you to the hospital, they put you on the stretcher and took you to the ambulance to see how much damage was done to you. while they worked on you another ambulance worked on ethan, stitching his forehead up.

Ethan stared off into space and started thinking about the events that led up to this moment.

*******Flashback*******
"what's wrong babe?" ethan asked, he didn't look at you, he was too busy focused on the road
"You rarely spend anytime with me anymore Ethan, you're always out with your friends and you don't even bother to text me. and i'm kinda starting to feel like you don't love me anymore." you complained in the car. you got quiet on the last part because you didn't know how to respond.
he quickly glanced at you, confused. "babygirl what are you talking about? i love you so much. i'm sorry i've been so busy lately i'm just planning a lot of things for the future of my career, for us and for a lot of other things i can't really talk about right now." he explained.
"if it was for us shouldn't i be a part of it too then? shouldn't you make time to spend with me if you want me in your future. if you love me so much." you say hurt. you didn't believe him.
"i'm sorry you feel like that baby but this is something you can't plan. you can't help me with this one. alright? just let it go and know i love you so much." he said and kept his eyes on the road.
"yeah okay ethan, i totally believe you." you said and you honestly started to cry. you felt like he was pushing you away and that you were losing him.
"y/n, i'm serious." he said and you shook your head. "yeah okay whatever ethan." you said and rolled your eyes.
"fine, i'll tell you why i've been so distant." he says and you got scared he was gonna say something you didn't want to hear, like that he was cheating on you. "what is it?" you ask concerned. you were so scared. you wiped your own tears away.
"Y/N i love you so much and i love wanted to do this more romantically but will you marry me?" his eyes flickered off the road and looked at you, he stared into your eyes. before you could answer there was a giant impact, the car crashed and everything went black.

******End of flashback******

Ethan was snapped out of the painful memories he shared with you before the crash by a very tall, older man who looked very grim, he had frown lines which was probably from the work he did.

being an EMT must be hard, especially when you've seen so much hurt and loss every single day.

"Are you Ethan Dolan?" he asked looking down at Ethan who was sat on the back of an ambulance while they worked on his forehead.

"Yessir i am." he says softly, he can't muster up the strength to even speak up that loud. he's too scared he lost you.

"i'm so sorry for your loss-" with that ethan's face changed, the lady was done stitching him up anyways, what pieces he somewhat gathered up before were back on the ground, broken again. "there was too much damage, she was unconscious when she died, she was gone before we had even gotten here." the man said, he wasn't looking at ethan anymore, he was looking down at the road.

"she died in my arm..." ethan mumbled to himself. "this is all my fault." he was sobbing. "she's the love of my life..."

you were gone.

you jolted ethan awake, he was sweating and crying, he was so relieved that you were still there, he grabbed you and hugged you tightly to him. he was so relieved that it was just a dream. that you aren't hurt.

"Ethan? baby? what's wrong?" you ask concerned with why he was freaking out so much.

"i had a dream and you were gone, it was all my fault an- you-you died in my arms.." he said holding you closely.

"it's okay ethan i'm here. it's just a nightmare. i'm not going anywhere anytime soon."

"y/n, in my dream i asked you something very important and you were gone before you answered... that dream made me realize how much i love you, how much i need you, how i couldn't lose you or i wouldn't be able to survive. i need you babygirl, you're my everything, i need you more than i need oxygen, i would say you're my other half but you aren't. you're the better half. you're my soulmate and i can't lose you. i never want us to be apart. we're made for each other, the way your small hand fits in mine, the way you fit perfectly in my embrace, the way you compliment me, it's perfect. i can't imagine a world without you in it and i don't want to. will you y/f/n make me the happiest and luckiest man alive and marry me?" he asked, he was still crying.

you were so shocked by the question since ethan and you were only dating for about a year and a half. you're so in love with him that time didn't even matter. you were crying with joy.

"of course Ethan! i love you so much!" you managed to get out before you two share a kiss.

you were truly the luckiest and happiest girl alive.