after hyungwon joined us, wonho & hyungwon headed for the opposite direction that we're suppose to go but since wonho wants to repair his phone, i'm stuck with the one and only salty changkyun.
"so.. you're my next door room mate huh." i asked him while trying to walk in the same pace because god damn he walks fast.
"obviously." he replied as cold as possible.
"why are you so cold?" i asked in the most polite tone.
"can you stop being annoying? you're existence itself is fucking annoying so can you just shut up." he raised his voice and pushed my shoulder with his index finger and walked away. tears started to fill up my eyes but i quickly tried to avoid crying as much as possible, but i couldn't. the memories of my during school in the past came back to haunt me from the words that came from changkyun's mouth.
"your existence itself is fucking annoying."
words could really hurt the deepest part of you.
"fucking ugly, and she still wants to like someone like baekhyun? what a joke."
"look at her acting innocent and shit."
"ew her existence is disgusting lol"
words really stab you hard. i couldn't stop crying remembering what happened. but i calmed myself down and wiped the tears away. people stared at me for having red puffy eyes from crying too much. some had straight faces, some worried, some disgusted. i walked away and went back to the college myself. ________ ;; changkyun pov;;
"so can you just shut up?" i said and pushed her shoulder with my index finger and walked away.
fuck. what did you do changkyun? if making people upset and cry is a subject in school, i would've gotten a A+ by now. ah whatever. i was at the bustop waiting for the bus back to college. i looked around and saw a familiar figure walking slowly towards where i was. it's yoona. fuck should i say sorry? nevermind. she'll think i'm pathetic if i did that. ignore her changkyun, you're doing great anyway.
she had her eyes on the ground obviously spacing out, walked straight past me and sat at an empty seat.
regret soon engulfed me as i noticed her red puffy eyes that probably shed tears after what i said to her. and it's worst is that it's her first day in college, good job im changkyun.
the bus arrived and i boarded the bus & she did too after i boarded it first. i sat down at an empty seat. she saw the only empty seat next to me and hesitated whether to seat next to me or not. i felt so bad for hurting her feelings so i decided to pat the seat next to me, signing that she should seat next to me.
she looked at me probably thinking if i was in the right state of mind. she walked towards me and sat next to me.
_________ yo yo yoooooo lmao i hesitated whether i should put swear words in this fanfiction but idc lmao
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