Starving (Jikook; Kookmin)

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Here's my first suggestion!!!! I'm so EXCITED!!!!

Concept by: Kurose Riku

Jungkook sat next to Jimin on the couch backstage. He refused to say a word after what had just happened. Jimin had collapsed onstage and Jungkook knew exactly why; he has began to deprive himself of food again.

Jungkook is livid but decides to keep his mouth shut.

Jimin stared at his hands, which he is wringing in his lap, on his side of the couch. He had knocked his head on the floor during his fall earlier and was feeling a bit groggy... He was aware that his grogginess was due to the lack of food but he didn't want to eat.

All of the nasty comments... He just wanted to be perfect for his fans, his friends... Himself... but mostly, he just wanted to forget the pain that those comments caused on the inside.

"Jungkook..?" He whispers to the younger, looking at him hopefully ,"You're awfully quiet..."

The younger doesn't even look up at him ,"Ar least I eat."

That one stung ,"J-Jungkook, I-I'm sorry..! I just... I didn't think you knew..!"

The golden maknae finally looked at him ,"You thought I wouldn't NOTICE!? How do I ignore my hyung getting paler and thinner by the day!? Or that he's getting weaker and can barely stand without collapsing!? Tell me, Jimin!!! How the hell am I supposed to ignore that!!!"

Jungkook was breathing hard and had a vein popping in his neck. Jimin continued to stare at the wall behind the maknae'a head, afraid to see the rage and disappointment in his youngest eyes. He couldn't keep the tears from rolling down his cheeks.

"I'm sorry J-Jungkookie. I just... I don't know what gets into me-"

"Bull shit!" Kookie interrupts ,"Tou know that you are doing it! You know that you're hurting yourself but you STILL do it! Why can't you just accept that you are perfectly fine the way you are!?!?"

Jimin sighs a bit shakily ,"Becausr others can't accept me for who I am..."

The younger stands up and turns to the other boy, seething ,"FUCK THE OTHERS! It's YOUR body, YOUR life, so don't listen to them!" He grabs Jimin's chin and forces him to look into his eyes ,"Your damn near perfect Park Jimin. Open your eyes and take ahold of your life." His voice is low and a bit menacing.

Jimin gulps ,"But Kookie... Th-they want me out of the band! They want me dead! What am I sup-"

Jungkook slaps his hand over Mochi's mouth ,"They obviously aren't worth your time or thoughts."

Jimin shakes his head ,"I can't stop thinking about it though... it's hard..."

Jungkook leans closer ,"Let me be the one to take the pain away then. When you feel down, come to me. I want to hear your pain, your fears, even your dreams..." Jungkook leans more, until they are nose and nose ,"Please Jimin... stop hurting yourself and be mine..."

Kookie finally closes the gap and kisses his elder deeply. They both melt into it and for that small moment, Jimin forgot about his fears and tormentors. If Jungkook could take away the pain, Jimin wanted nothing more than him.

I hope you liked it K. Riku because I sure as hell loved it! Your concept was heartfelt and sincere and I LOVED it!!

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