FRAN'S POV
Shit. What did I do ?? I mean I'm a mess rn and can not walk in a straight fucking line but Fuck it.
I told Jc ,Bobby and Corey that I was going outside for some fresh air and I'll be back
"Okay, ill see you guys in a whileeeee" i said just realising how slurred that was. I walked out and tried to shout for Kian. I frantically looked around for him. Then I seen him.Lying on the ground unconscious
"OhmyGod! Kian !! Can you hear me " i said whilst now crying trying to shake his lifeless body back to life.Great thank you Kian. My makeup is fucking ruined.
I nervously fumbled around In my purse for my car keys. And I ran back and got Corey to come help me put him in the passengers seat. And me now sobering up decided I'm sober enough to drive.
"Thankyou really but please don't tell anyone yet. Let them just think he has gone for a walk or something?!"I said to Corey worriedly.
"Don't worry fran. He'll be okay and yeah I'll tell them he went for a walk in the woods." He said so sweetly
"I can't thank you enough" I sobbed into his arms as I pulled him in for a hug
"Anything for you Fran" he said which put a smile on my face. He walked away
I gripped his body in the fear that he was dead. The only guy who I have had feeling for could be dead. So I had to do it. What I have been waiting to do a very long time Kiss him. So I wiped the warm tears from my puffy cheeks and kissed his lips which felt amazing his coldness of his lips and my warmth combined together. Making it the best kiss I've ever had.
__________the drive____________
"Okay Kian" I started to say because I had to let my feelings out some way. So I thought I needed to tell him. Even if he can't hear me right now.
"Okay Kian so I know you can't hear me right now but I needed to get a few things off my chest. I have known or should I say known about you for about 2 years now and you never fail to make me smile. I know cringed right? Cringing Franny. I can imagine you just laughing right about now. I mean I know Ana wasn't right for you and I'll never be good enough. But thanks to her, I would have probably never met you. And i don't know what I would do without you.i remember our first little hang out when we bought Pringles ,Oreos, Cheetos, A big bag of skittles and a big bottle of 7up. We had a little picnic on top of some random roof. That was the best picnic I've ever had with any guy. I've never been able to trust anyone as much as I trust you and I don't fucking know why. Not Ana. Not Jc. Corey. Bobby. You. And I don't know why. But when I'm with you I get butterflies and you make me feel like I am protected. I've never had a nice guy in my life. As you might not know. My ex was horrible. He was the best looking in the school and he asked me out and I was so happy. For a while. And it was only ever in front of people. His parents. My parents. Friends. But behind doors he would beat me. I remember when he punched me so hard he bruised my boobs. He left me black and blue which by the way costs a lot to cover up in makeup. Ugh. I hated him and it got to the point where I lost myself so much I let him control me until we were moving away to here. The last couple of days I let him control me but I had a plan. Before I left I recorded what he used to say. What he done. I took pictures of everything he done to me. The scars. Everything. And then before I left I posted them all on social media and printed the pictures and sent them to his parents. I was so happy that Karma bit him on the ass and he hasn't dated anyone since. Which I'm glad. But anyway Kian. I just wanted to let you know even though you can't hear me. I love you. I have always loved you. And I will always. No matter if your with some stupid hoe who doesn't appreciate you as much as I do. I will still love you. Kiki.
I had tears running down my eyes again. This wasn't a good look on me. I looked so high.
We got to the hospital and I told the receptionist that I found my friend like this outside on the lawn.
So she rushed 2 service men to grab Kian out of the car and placed him onto a stretcher bed. I was going to be here for him.
After 3 hours later the woman who came to do tests on Kian came back. I held Kian's hand even though it was weak. And he wasn't holding mine back.
"Ma'am I'm glad to say he just passed out. There was a lack of blood in his head which made him dizzy and he must have passed out. We are giving him some fluids to help him wake up but I'm afraid it won't be till another 2 hours" she said concerned
"That's a huge relief. And is it okay if I stay tonight ? " I asked worried she was going to say no.
"Of course" and with that she was gone.
I let go of Kian's hand and went to the vending machine. I decided to get Kian something just in case he wakes up.
I decided on 2 bottles of water. A packet of Cheetos,a small pack of Oreos , a packet of Skittles and a small tub of Pringles sour cream flavour( Kian's favourite :) )
I placed the food down after nearly dropping it all and went to go and get a pen and a piece of paper. I wrote a little note near the snacks - just like our little picnic :) ~ Fran ❤️
I drank a little water , kissed Kian on the head and said goodnight and then I fell asleep holding onto Kian's hand
