This is really corny and probably really weird and maybe things will go sour and I'll never get to show you, just look back on them and see how much I was falling for you. The thing is you make me feel lifeless yet so alive at the same time. You make my heart skip a beat when I see your face, hear your name, or see your notification pop up on my phone. I hate that you have so much power over me but at the same time I almost feel safe falling for you. You're one of the nicest people I've ever met and I love it. Yes, now that we talk and such I've grown a little bipolar haha, and it seems to be only over little things. You'll carry out everyday tasks and maybe not respond to me for a few hours and I'll grow angry and upset but the second someone brings you up in a conversation I'm the first one to speak and talk about everything you do that makes me happy. Everyone believes that I'm head over heals and im sure they hate me cause now you're an everyday topic haha. It sounds like I'm being way too over dramatic and believe me I know... I wanna catch myself before I fall even farther. But I don't want to, I want to experience new things together and know what its like to be young and "in love". realistically I'm still young and you are too so the probability of us lasting seems like one in a million. I want to have fun but I want to have fun with you and I can promise you that'd id do almost anything to make you happy because I would love for it to work and for it to work for a long time. You might be thinking that this is already going too fast or that I'm in over my head and I know that but I like you a lot...
