You made me believe in love as cliche as it sounds. But just because of what happened I don't think love is just a title. I just don't think it's for me, I can't see myself with somebody the way I pictured myself with you. It literally hurts my heart when I realize I lost my best friend and the boy I wanted to experience the world with. All I really wanted was to be happy in the end. I didn't go to school today, I told my mom "I just wasnt getting up" and I didn't, she assumed it was because today wasn't a 2 hour delay but I just didn't want to see you or her. But tomorrow is a another day and all I'm hoping for is a snow-day. I never want to see you again even though I know I have to I just don't think I can handle it. I hate feeling this way this is exactly what I used to call pathetic. And the most sad thing about this entire situation is I'd take him back if he told me everything I heard was a lie, if he told me that he genuinely liked me and wanted things to work and that she was just upset he didn't like her or that she was misinterpreting their entire friendship and that he told her he didn't like her that way. But I know that's not gonna happen cause I'm me, and she's her...
