50 Shades Of Gay .

Ball game.

She took her Christmas hat off, laid it on the counter and jogged upstairs. There was my heart on the fucking floor,  my body was shivering and I could barely move my eyes.

I walked upstairs and opened the door,  faith was putting clothes in her bag but only the ones she came with.  She was leaving behind everything I bought her.

I walked over to her,  so many thoughts went through my mind. 

"listen...  faith...  I started to explain my faults, before she had the chance to interrupt me.  but she did.

"how could you just blankly lie jay.  I asked you G,  who you've been talking to other than me ,  lets see .....  Baby I know im the last person you wanna hear from but I really need to speak to you,  times have been hard and I really have to know your still okay, please reply.  Merry Christmas.  I love you...  "

She read the messages  I sent to my ex Ashley previously.  My heart was beating and I was left mad speechless. She continued to pack. 

"I'm sorry". I whispered to god but loud enough so she could hear.

" here ".  She handed me my credit cards , bank cards,  house key,  locker key and car key.  And walked down the hall.  With her bags on her shoulders.

I fell to my knees and took a quick prayer,  a tear fell down my cheek . 1 million fell down hers, I knew she was hurt.  I walked down the Hall and peeked in the room she was in,  she was zipping up her nieces coat. 

" where are we going aunt faith "? her niece was almost to the breaking point of tears as she asked faith ... Which was kneeled on the floor fixing her coat.

" home " .   Faith replied, I wasn't sure what home was until I looked in to her nieces eyes.

Home was that same house that faith and her niece were living when that bitch was fitting on her. 

Faith and her niece got up to walk out the room door and I paused faith. 

"Where is home"?...... She looked down without saying anything.

"Faith look at me,  right now.  " she sniffed and shoved her was past me And waked out the front door. 

Once I got the party clear Ibundled my thoughts and went straight to bed, 

I woke up in the middle of the night,  blinds cracked just so the streaks of orange light from the street lights shine in across the walls.  I heard the water in the bathroom running like the shower.  it stopped , all I heard was heels,  I tried to sit up but I looked at my wrists . they were tied to the bed. 

it was a girl she sat on top of me and kissed my neck . she moved her face in the streak of light and it was faith. 

I licked my lips and she start tongue kissing me .  the alarm went off and I woke up finding out it was just a dream.

it was game day and Christmas.  I looked at the tree nothing but presents with "Jay",  "Faith " or " "The Jones Family "

my phone rung it was Nicole , 

" ayee bruh , you game ready ? "  she said in the phone . 

" yeah yo . always " i said . 

" ight you and faith ready ? " she asked . i hesitated and replied. 

" naa , we not on good terms , " 

" yall aint work it out blood ? " she asked , suprised . 

" naah , the exact opposite . " i said .

" ight well , ill talk to you in the locker room be ready in 30 , make sure you got everything together for the press conference after . " 

"damn " i replied under my breath . 

" damn ? , whats going on ? "  she replied , 

" i didnt iron my suit yet "  Faith usually does it for me , everymorning before the game she cooks , irons , and get herself and her niece ready.

i was back by myself . . again .

" ight man , ill be ready . " 

" ight jay , mind on the game today .  bye , 

we hung up and i hopped in the shower . threw on my warm up suit . and got in the car . i noticed while pulling off i forgot my bag . i ran in and got my slides , water bottle and extra clothes , i was running late . i grabbed my suit and drove to the dome . game was starting . MILLIONS of people there and watching . but i was never worried . i was hungry . i got there sat on the bench for the first time because i was late i looked back to the seat faith and her niece usually sits in to see it empty  .

fouls , techs , and everything were made that game . 

Get the fuck in the game jaay , nicole screamed at me in the locker room . 

man im trying , i am ! i said trying not to look at her . its her ! 

who nigga ? she said looking confused .

faith ! where is she ? 

man , hollon . she in the fucking stands . ! she replied yelling. 

no she isnt . bruh . i need her , to be here.  

man , ... just hold on . shit she said walking away making a call.  

time , the referee said coming in the locker room . 

3rd quarter , down 16 points . i looked at her seat and she still wasnt there . i regreted walking out on her last night, i just couldnt get her off my mind . thats all . 

HEEY ! TIME , my coach screamed from the side lines . we walked to him . 

jaay , locker room . i was escorted to the locker from by police officers and my assistant coach . 

jazmine ... its been an accident.  My coach said to me , I wipe my sweat of my face and listened.

" you have my ears" I replied.  Trying to get them to spit my news to me so I can get back to my quarter.

" faith griggs, and her niece...  Alex griggs . were in a bad car accident this morning,  a house was lit on fire with the two young lady tied to a pole in the basement of the house,  they both had severe cuts and bruises to the face and on the legs, their in critical condition"

My eyes were dizzy,  it was 8 polices officers instead of two.  My assistant coach had two heads.  I can barely hear.  I felt my self stumbling..... This can't be happening.