50 Shades Of Gay .

Ball Game.

I pasted back and forth trying to put two and two together. So this muthafucka tied them in the basement... Lit the bitch up..... Wait What the fuck they mean by a car accident ? I was so hurt I couldn't cry. I had to win the game for my baby, even tho I should've left I knew Alex .. Faiths niece would want me to finish. We were down by 2 points with 10 seconds left, they had the ball. I was guarding, all I was focused on was the ball, I reacted out ... I heard the sound on the referee I look up,

..... " Foul, Number 12 "

My heart stopped, I fouled her. 264 days of training, 342 days of practice 22 victory games, 0 lost and I fouled her, during the 4th quarter of a championship game? . my life was done. My season was over. I looked at my coach while he was holding his head down, I looked over the the cross seas coach from Europe as he wrote on his clip board.

" faith is asleep , she cant respond but she can probably hear you, if she unrepondsive in the next 12 hours we have to remove her body and pronounce her dead. "

I walked in the room and my baby was sleep. Her face was scratched up, she was still wearing the ring I gave her at the party, I didn't know want to do so I started talking.

" hey.... We played our championship game today... We didn't win but there's still next year... Right?

Look faith, I'm sorry for the past days my life just isn't the same without you. I cant sleep at night. I can't get anything right! I yelled out of anger while I was in tears.

I grabbed her hand and held it. Dear god, I know I messed up, I lost momma, but god please don't take her. Give me a chance..... "please".

I felt her hand grip mine , I wasn't sure if want happened was surreal, I stop crying and looked at her face.

"I'm here baby , I gotchu You have to do it again baby, common " I whispered.

Nothing happened, I busted into tears , what if she's gone bruh what the fuck have I done ? The machine started beeping faster and the doctors busted in the door. One nigga put two power strips together and laid them on her chest.

" Clear "

Faiths body lifted and dropped. My eyes where wide open .

"Clear "

Faiths eyes open and she started coughing. I ran to the bed , and the doctor pushed me back. You have to leave.

" No Faith! , I yelled while being pushed out the door and getting the door closed I'm my face.

" Jay! , I heard her yell, my baby yelled my name.

"... jay ?, I heard a little voice... I looked to my left,

" Alex, she ran and hugged me tight.

"I'm hear, I whispered to her "

"Please don't leave " she said with tears coming in her eyes.

" I'm not Alex, you have to tell me what happened " I looked her in her eyes , I felt like she was my daughter she is my everything, I felt bad I put her in the predicament. Over some shit I fuck up on.

"I was sitting on the couch and she came in the house and asked where aunt faith was and I told her she was in the shower . She went back there and I heard auntie faith yelling and whining . The girl told auntie to shut up , and take it . I went to go call you on the house phone but the girl came out and snatch the phone from me . She slapped me and auntie jumped on her back and told me to run . I ran to the neighbors house and they didn't answer I went back in the house and the girl took me in the basement and tied me and auntie to a chair . She unwrapped auntie and took her bottoms off and made her cry , she kept slapping her and choking her while she was moving auntie up and down .

So many thoughts ran through my mind , I couldn't believe it . A tear came down my fucking face and I sat in the waiting room with Alex until the sun went down ...

Two doctors were talking ,
"I'm calling it 9:43 pm , December 25 . Sunset Faith Griggs.

"Excuse me did you say faith ? .... Faith grigs ? I got up and ran to the doctors and they ignored me and walked away , like I wasn't even fucking there !

"Wait , wait ! Whoa , can anyone tell me what going on ?! , - I stood in the middle of floor and yelled out loud , it's like I was invisible , no one even looked at me !

Ma'am , ma'am ! , I felt Some tapping me , - I woke to see I fell asleep in the chair ,

Faith Griggs ? The doctor said pointing towards the door .