and just as i had expected
he came running to me
with tears streaming down his face
i felt pretty bad
but at the same time I felt something
this particular feeling
that made me feel
feel as if i was the victim to all of this.
i experienced everything firsthand
and somehow in the end
everything came back to me.
hush, it's going to be ok
i ushered him to be quiet
he whimpered a little as i smiled sadly
she has a boyfri-
i know, and i also know it hurts.
it hurts so goddamn bad.
as he cried into my shoulder
for the first time i felt legitimately bad for him
i knew what unrequited love felt like
yet i was so unsupportive to him
behind his back i would plan for him to be hurt
yet i swear i love him almost everyday
love is complicated
and it HURTS.
oh, it sure does.
why am i spewing all of this out
when i want him to be with me?
i don't get myself right now...
..thanks
