and maybe that was truly because
i didn't see through the fact that i was harming you.
i don't even think you realised.
you thought it was all your fault.
all your fault that my friend didn't like you, and that i just tried so hard to make you happy.
all your fault that i was in too deep, when you knew way too well that you weren't the one for me.
but nonetheless, i kept on trying to chase you. i kept on trying to reach the highest star.
and i fell back to the bare ground, every single time.
but that's what love is like.
it's supposed to be like this.
it's supposed to hurt you, to anger you, to sadden you.
and that's exactly what it did to us.