1D/5SOS Preferences

Can't Stop -OneRepublic {1D}

Louis:

''I guess this is what it's suppose to feel like, when we don't talk, no we don't talk, we don't talk anymore''

It was awkward, not having to talk to you anymore, but to know that you were once his. There was no two in the morning phone calls telling you about the concerts and explaining how he loves you so much. No more sending messages to him telling him that you woke up just so he doesn't have to worry about you not going to your classes safely. He no longer feels the need to FaceTime you when you're in the middle of class just to get in you in trouble by your professors, but you love him anyway. It was just lonely and quiet in the flat that once used to be yours together; the only thing left was just the scent once in a while that came when it was you in bed alone next to his invisible figure in your head.

Zayn:

''I know I can live without you, I can without you half the day''

He just wasn't himself, and the boys noticed that. He was more loud and energetic, trying to forget that you had walked out on him. He's convinced that he can get over you in one day, that he can take apart the memories that he shared with you just so he doesn't have to feel heartbroken. But if you look into his eyes, those magnificent ones where they could be so dark and beautiful, to an exotic mixture of gold and green, you could see the sorrow and hurt of your disappearance. He just really needed you one night and couldn't admit to himself they he can't go at least a week without knowing what you were doing or feeling. But the façade will continue, until you come back into the picture, then everything will be better.

Liam:

''I know I can live without you, and put life off for another day''

It was hard to believe that he would be gone for seven months with four of his best friends in a bus and not forget that you existed. Him being the caring person he is always worries about your life away from him, trying to make it better just by baby steps. In your mind you know not to grieve of how many miles he may be away from you and try to get distracted from him not being there. Whether it means going out with co-workers or reading a good book, you know that he is in safe hands and is supported by you every step of the way. It was nice to know he admired how you were so strong in this relationship that was too hard to let go because of your love for one another.

Niall:

''But I can't stop, thinking about...thinking 'bout us anymore ooh, oh''

He can show you how many moved to check him and get to his vulnerable side to show he needs you more than anything else. You are on his mind daily; on stage, in meetings, in the studio, in his bed whispering sweet nothings when he couldn't fall asleep. He knows he can find all the pieces to the puzzle of your connection that was scattered everywhere in his head. He would do anything in a heartbeat for you just to make you his in extreme measures and if that means confessing his love for you in the most biggest arena of the tour, than so be it. He just really wants to yours.

Harry:

''No I never get used to silence, but I don't hear, no I don't hear, no I don't hear you anymore''

Can you imagine him walking through his home to find out that you are no longer there to greet him with tears and kisses? To know that you're gone and he can't smell your signature strawberry shampoo and make you listen to folk indie songs because you never heard of them? Him longing to feel the pads of your fingertips trace his tattoos and run your fingers through his curls at night to let him know that you're there for him? How hard it would be for him to control himself at night without breaking down and screaming your name in your pillow that was next to him...And the silence that was haunting him, no more laughs, screams, sobs, pure words coming from your pretty mouth.

Enjoy.

-Oliexx