“Why is that the world never agrees on what I want the result will be? Why can't I just be happy?”
“Because all wishes aren't meant to be made, not all hands are gonna slap you in the face, and definitely not me, who's gonna leave you by yourself to suffer,”
Every person, rich or poor, tall or short, smart or sporty, can experience sadness, anger and hatred to himself or herself. No one can escape reality. No one can be happy without a little crying.
“I’ve exchanged my youth for success, and that monster demands for more wealth
At times it puts a collar on my neck to ruin and swallow me with greed
Some try to shut my mouth and say I should swallow both good and—”
Tears fell down from Yoongi's eyes, he punched the wall inside the recording booth. He was alone and it was way past two in the morning. He was trying to finish the recording for a song in his upcoming first mixtape. He brought everything out and he really worked hard for this to be made successfully.
Yoongi walked out of the recording booth trying to calm his self down. He was so tired but the messages from some of people was stuck to his mind, making him work until he can't really anymore.
‘They won't reach success if they just don't work harder. Training won't matter, they won't make it,’
‘Winning awards doesn't mean their music is good, some members are just riding off other members' fame. Some of them doesn't even have any talent to begin with,’
‘They don't deserve where they are now. They only catch attention because of their looks and internet fame,’
“Bullshit,” Yoongi whispered and faced his electric keyboard, pressing different keys, creating an unknown melody before hitting his face on it. He leaned back on his chair, hissing and looked around. He grabbed a paper from the floor and wrote down some words. He played the new unknown melody he played before and continued to work on it.
He heard a doorbell and he wondered who would be disturbing his work at a very early morning hour. He ignored the doorbell, thinking that maybe whoever outside can just fuck off. After a few rings, he stood up annoyed and walked to the door, wiping his tear stained face and sniffed loudly.
“Hyung! I brought food— What the?! What happened to you?” Jimin pushed the door to open it wider, putting the plastic full of food on the floor beside the couch. He pulled the older to his seat, checking his temperature and noticed the scattered paper around the studio. The older avoided straight eye contact and just let the younger roam around his studio.
“You've been working on your mixtape, huh?” Jimin picked up the papers that were on the floor, every single piece has words written on them, some has large scribbles and different notes written on them.
“Were you awake all night?” Jimin looked back at the older, something caught his eyes and he immediately rushed to one of the drawers and brought out the first aid kit.
“I can't even count the number of times you did this,” Jimin hold Yoongi's hand up on the desk as he applied first aid on the bleeding hand.
“Why do you even torture yourself?” Jimin asked, shaking his head.
“Says the one who starves himself just to lose weight and look skinny for the audience,” Yoongi uttered and Jimin just bit his lip, he can't say anything back.
“My turn to ask, how can you even act happy despite all those shit in your life?” Yoongi asked as he just looked into space.
“You don't act happiness, you feel happiness,” Jimin answered and he heard Yoongi chuckle.
“It's the same when people don't even know the difference once you show it,” The older replied.
“What song were you working on?” Jimin diverted the topic.
“It's called The Last, but I think I'll just work on it later. Now, that you're here. Help me finish this,” Yoongi nodded his head to the piece of paper which was on top of the electric keyboard.
“Dream may all of creation be with you til the end of your life
Dream wherever you are, will welcome you
Dream may your trials end in full bloom
Dream though your beginnings might be humble, may the end be prosperous,” Jimin read the words aloud while Yoongi was playing around with some samples in his computer.
“This mixtape is going to be hella deep,” Jimin stated.
“All you can help me with is some words from what you really experienced. Time with going in training period, all those harsh criticisms and what not,” Yoongi clicked his tongue as he faced the younger.
Jimin sighed and walked to the couch, grabbing some snack.
“It's nothing to tell about—”
“Yes, it's a story that I need to hear. For now, it's where I feed my lyrics on to. We'll mix our experiences way back predebut,” Yoongi cut Jimin off.
“If that story is what you want to hear, then let's get this over with,”
:;(∩´﹏'∩);:
(👆this is me when i was writing this👆)
Jimin was smiling as he listened to the flow of rap as Yoongi was recording his parts for the song, they were trying to check the grammars, lyrics and the right beat.
“Dohyeong hyung, I think I might need to change some lyrics to that part,” Yoongi said as he removed his headphones. Dohyeong is a producer in BigHit, also known as Slow Rabbit. Yoongi called him to come by at somewhere 6:30 am and help him after making some lyrics. Yoongi only had some scratches of the song and the other producer helped him to make the song a whole.
“Jimin, can you try and sing the vocal parts in the verses? It's just for sampling,” The producer asked and Jimin immediately nodded. Yoongi walked out of the recording booth and exchanged places with Jimin.
“I want everything to disappear
I want it to disappear like a mirage, want it to disappear, I want my damn self to disappear
Like this, the world throws me away”
Jimin sang some back vocals for the song and then the group went to take a small break.
“Jimin,” Yoongi called out as they were walking down the hallway, the younger just looked back and slowed down at walking.
“Thank you,” He stated and smiled as he slipped his mask on. They were making their way to the nearest convenience store around.
“No problem hyung,” The younger replied as he put his hoodie up.
“Because of that, I'll treat you anything you want to buy in the store today. You can also come by anytime to learn how to make and produce songs, alright?” Yoongi said and Jimin just smiled and nodded in reply, giving the older a side hug.
“They will definitely make it further,” Bang Sihyuk stated watching from afar along with Slow Rabbit and Pdogg.
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and i am so proud of them now :)... who isnt tho? they really made it this far...
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