This morning I was in my feelings kinda like every other day.
I think I'm a danger to myself atp.
I basically make myself depressed.
I am depression.
But this morning I was just listening to sad music. I related to basically all of them.
So this morning I looked in the mirror and stared and myself and cried.
Your stupid
Look at yourself
Such a sensitive bitch
I'm not sensitive I don't believe in feelings or peoples feelings they don't need apologies some things are said and there shouldn't be an apology waiting for them.
I'm heartless
I'm bitter
I have no soul?
I have a soul I have a heart it's just buried and covered by bottled up shit called non expression.
Therefore when the bottle is broken, shattered I will pick all the pieces up till my fingers bleed to get the bottle to the way it was.
It will be cracked small and big pieces. Maybe I can throw it away get a new bottle and put my life in there.
There's so many things happening. I don't know what to do. I feel stronger if I keep to myself.
Sometimes,
all you can do
is lie in bed,
and hope to fall
asleep before
you fall apart.
~William C. Hannan
I actually wanted to be a loner this year just this weird kid that does her own thing but I met some people. They know how it feels even if we don't have the same problem.
Depression and anxiety will still still be there to kick me in my ass.
Oh yeah I've been having anxiety attacks lately.
But you know I'm fine 😅
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De TodoHey this is basically about how shitty my life , including school (also a living hell) but you know if u don't care then don't fucking read it. It's basically a diary about my life but without secrets. I'll try and do one every day but enjoy! Boo li...
