suicide notes

jeongguk, 15

11.08.2013

Dear mom, dad and brother,

I just want to say sorry.
I'm so sorry, but I can't do this anymore. I feel like the biggest failure.
I'm the worst student in school.
I'm the worst son.
I'm the worst brother.
I'm the worst person alive!
I hate myself so much, I can't even look in the mirror without starting to cry like a baby.
I'm a useless piece of shit, I know. I get bullied in school everyday because I'm such an ugly ass boy. I'm so stupid, even my teachers hate me. I'm so mean to my family, but I love y'all so much.
If you're reading this, I'm probably dead.
I know, I'm just 15 years old but there's nothing in my pathetic life that makes me happy. It's like, everything is my fucking fault. I'm so sorry.

Please forgive me.

Jeon Jeongguk