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3:02am

JINYEET
im scared

GAYBUM
jinyoung wth its three in the morning
GAYBUM
u ok?

JINYEET
..no
JINYEET
jackson's coming to the shop today and im kinda sorta terrified

GAYBUM
????
GAYBUM
why??

JINYEET
im gonna meet him?? irl??

GAYBUM
so?
GAYBUM
you've only known him since friday why does it matter sm

JINYEET
i d o n t k n o w
JINYEET
i mean? we've been talking a lot everyday since friday and i think he's really cool n stuff???
JINYEET
so maybe thats why??
JINYEET
but i can't stop thinking about it?? and im nervous???
JINYEET
like what if he doesnt like our coffee??
JINYEET
or he thinks my texting self is cooler than my real life self and doesnt like actually talking to me????
JINYEET
or what if i got attached too quickly and he doesnt care as much as i do?? like i dont think i like him as more than a friend right now but i really like talking to him and his personality and what if im just attached too quickly?? i havent had a chance, or tried to, make a new friend in a while and ik that sounds childish but seriously?? im really scared that i'll mess something up??

GAYBUM
hey, take a breath
GAYBUM
i havent seen you get so worked up over something like this in a while. also, its ok that you got attached quickly, it happens to all of us
GAYBUM
you need me to come over?

JINYEET
damn its high school all over again

GAYBUM
shush
GAYBUM
im serious though, your probably panicking rn yeah?

JINYEET
youre*

GAYBUM
unlock ur window

JINYEET
we're grown men?? just come through the door

GAYBUM
just unlock it asshole

JINYEET
fine, youre lucky i live on the first floor
JINYEET
stop throwing stones u dramatic ass, i already know youre here


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a lil lame but thats k

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