Dear Life
From the moment you got into me, and seeing this amazing world.
I knew one thing was real, I fell in love with your beauty.
A Love so deep i gave you my everything.
From my mind to my body to my spirit and soul.
As a 6 year old boy, who fell deeply for you, I never saw the dark side in the tunnel.
I only saw myself running outta of one.
So I ran. I ran every street up and down the blocks, for you.
You asked for my patience,
I gave you my heart and soul.
Cause it came with so much more.
I did everything with sweat and joy.
Not because people called me,
But cause you called me.
I did everything for you.
Cause that what you do, making people feel alive when they needed to feel.
After some time i see you as my enemy and hating you with the people surrounding me.
A hate so strong that it made me see the black in the tunnel im in.
I lied while people hurt me and wished for my death.
But you gave that 6 years old boy his future dream.
And ill always love you for that reason.
But i cant love you obsessively much more.
I did a lot of things that made me say that year will be my last.
My heart can take the pounding
My mind can handle the grind
But my body knows when to say goodbye.
Its ok, im ready to let go now.
I want you to know now, so we can save every moment we have together.
The good and the bad.
That i gave you everything i have.
We both know that we dont have much left.
And no matter what we both do next...
Ill always be that boy you gave him life...
With the planet all around....
The beauty is everywhere....
Counting till the last breath....
5...4...3...2...1...
