letters to him

Letter #1

Dear Yoongi,
   Not alot of people know what people actually go through everyday. When they ask how you are, they really couldnt care less. They dont care if your sad or mad. They just dont care in general. Maybe thats why when I found out about your past, I thought maybe I could tell you about me and you would understand even if you dont see this letter. I used to be top of my class, always attended school and never missed a subject. Then my mom died and my dad became a drunk. Kids at school would laugh and make jokes about why my mom was gone. 'She committed suicide so she wouldnt deal with me anymore' or 'she hated me so much she left'. None of that is true. My mom had cancer from a young age she took medicine to get better however it soon became to much and she died when i turned 16. Im now 18 and the pain is still there. The other students still bully me and i know i cant do anything about it. My dad beats me but i know i cant do anything about it either. Good bye for now.

                           -SCR